Thursday, December 31, 2009

fucking goodbye 2009. a very big welcome 2010.

finally, akhirnya, inilaaahh ni laaah diaa dia ni laaah yang dinanti2kan. fucking goodbye 2009. woooooohoooo!!!

setelah dirundum malang bertimpa2, akhirnya berakhirlah 2009 ini. dengan harapan malang yang bertimpa2 ini berhentilah di sini.


kalo korang2 pembaca blog perasan, tahun 2009 ni mcm2 jenih masalah menimpa. tengok la balik previous2 post aku. hehe.

esok, bermulanya tahun baru. dan aku sangat mengharap 2010 akan menjadi tahun yang bertuah buat aku. semoga apa yang akan aku lalui esok dan 12 bulan mendatang adalah hari2 yang bahagia.


ouh ye..resolution aku utk 2010 ni adalah:-

- aku nak kurus.kalo tak dpt selim mcm dulu pn, at least aku fit. hehe.


- aku jugak nak belajar rerajin. since aku da EPSILON ni, aku xmo la main banyak sgt. aku nak tumpukan pada setadi plak. most important, aku berdoa semoga aku dpt habiskan sume subjek dalam tahun ni.amiiiinnnnnnnnnnn. [korang pon doala utk aku skali]


- erm lagi pe ek azam aku.urmmm. tu je kottt.

yang penting aku nak aku go thru 2010 ni dgn penuh semangat juga tanpa masalah2 yang akan mengganggu gugat kesejahteraan hati dan nurani aku.heheh.

ha lagi satu. tadi tamat lah sudah prektikel aku td.heheh.sempat la buat gudbye party kt opis.huhu. pasni bleyh la aku tido lama2.hahahaha.

rasanye tu je aku nk tulih sempena berakhirnya tahun puaka 2009 dan kedatangan tahun baru penuh harapan 2010.

dengan itu

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 READERS!!!!!!

This Is It by Staind

Here we are
With nowhere else to go
And that's so far from where we all could be but
If you feel like disappearing you should take this for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green

There you are, you dream of something better
What's so wrong with what you thought was true
If all the colors are disappearing
You should take this one for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green

This is it, this is it, this is it, this is it
If you feel like disappearing
You should take this for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green
This is it, this is it


Friday, December 18, 2009

fresh air

when i'm not in the good mood, i need fresh air. fresh environment. maybe a different panorama will do.

i need to do something outside of my routine just to cool down this anger, my dissatisfaction heart, to forget everything that just mess my mind.

thus,

i choose to stay far away from "this" mess for awhile.
i choose to go to window shopping just to have a "beautiful" scenery.
i choose to eat something that i really craving for :D
i choose to listen to some songs which i less listen to.
i choose to cry which i'm not into it.
i choose to do something that obviously i hate it.

i choose all that just because i have buried everything deep inside my heart for quite sometime and now, my heart cant take it anymore.

people do said that we should always forgive and forget.

i am forgive and forget until the same thing happen and i cant my help my self from think of the past! the fucking PAST!

how on earth i can love and respect someone that never show me one. fuck off!fuck it! whatever!!

people might say that i'm silly and childish to upset over nada-nada things. but they never know how i try to respect and mingle someone that never respect me.

it such a bullshit when u expect someone that u never respect to respect u!!

u dun deserve anything from me until u show me some respect! huh~~




Sunday, December 6, 2009

towards the end

December. yeay~finally we're in december. but i'm not talking bout the end of this year but the end of LEGAL ATTACHMENT!!!!yes!yes!yes!

tak sabar nak habisss.neway tak sabar nak habis bukan sebab i hate the job, but just i think i need rest. [refer to my previos post :D]

on 31st Dec akan tamatlah tugas aku sebagai prektikel "loyer" kat firm yang pada aku sangat cool. dari loyer ke manager ke kerani - sumenye cool belaka. and i really dun hv to think twice to become one of them. [macam tak sabar plak nak chamber kt firm tu.heheh.]

kalau dikira2 ada la lebeyh kurang 3 minggu lagi.tolak cuti krismas dgn awal muharram, 20 hari je lagi. erm..sekejap je lagi~~

pastu da kena busykan diri dengan final repot.aih cam ne la aku nk buat final repot ni...maseh takda idea lagi niyh...nex week aku igt nak start da skeyt2. ye la nnt takde la rushing sgt. *huhu.semangat plak nak buat final repot.*

ouh.lagi satu agenda aku.mooting. hurm...aku da baca case.nampak mcm ok.tapi tak tau laaa kot2 susah nak dapat case support. hal mooting ni pon nak kene pikir gak.aih~~banyak plak menda nak pikir.

ouh.another thing that towards the end-aku nye study laaa.harap2nye aku dapat complete study aku in 2010. pembaca2 blog doakan la aku ek. cepat sket aku jd loyer.huhu.dan aku paling teramat berharap, 2010 akan jadi tahun yang better than 2009. kalo korang ada follow blog aku, korang paham la betapa bermasalah nya aku dalam tahun 2009 ni.huhu.

ok laaa.nak tido.esok teman keghoje.hehe.daaaaaa~


Sing for Absolution - Muse

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

our wrongs remain unrectified
and our souls won't be exhumed






Saturday, November 28, 2009

what the fuck is wrong for being single???

so what if i choose to be single instead of "double"??

does it makes me abnormal??no-no.

the one who is abnormal is the person who think i am.

i enjoy myself being single. and i'm not the type that doing something just to be one of them~

sometimes i wonder - is it a MUST for someone to have partner?

i wish i can stood up and said "so what the fuck is wrong for being single???

Dont Get Me Wrong by Lily Allen

Don’t get me wrong
If I'm looking kind of dazzled
I see neon lights
Whenever you walk by

Don’t get me wrong
If you say hello and I take a ride
Upon a sea where the mystic moon
Is playing havoc with the tide
Don’t get me wrong

Don’t get me wrong
If I'm acting so distracted
I’m thinking about the fireworks
That go off when you smile

Don’t get me wrong
If I split like light refracted
I’m only off to wander
Across a moonlit mile

Once in awhile
Two people meet
Seemingly for no reason
They just pass on the street
Suddenly thunder, showers everywhere
Who can explain the thunder and rain
But there’s something in the air

Don’t get me wrong
If I come and go like fashion
I might be great tomorrow
But hopeless yesterday

Don’t get me wrong
If I fall in the mode of passion
It might be unbelievable
But lets not say so long
It might just be fantastic
Don’t get me wrong





Tuesday, November 24, 2009

am i gay?

it's kinda weird when i always received spam emails saying - "guaranteed married women for a date", "18sx: female with experience is waiting for u", "married female looking for a date" and etc2.

the issue is why female?why sending me email promoting married women?!

obviously i registered as a FEMALE for my yahoo id.

i wonder why they dont advertise a hawt GUY for me?or maybe unhappy married GUY looking for girls, or bla bla bla a GUY.

weird and funny at time.heheh. i just clean up those spams.haih~i think later if i still received the spams, i want to keeps it all and show it here :P

*still wondering why.*

anyhu..i'm not interested to see whats inside the spam email...i bet it might has virus in them.

Supermassive Black Hole by Muse

Ooh, baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh, baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?

Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth?

Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

Supermassive black hole





Friday, November 20, 2009

i need a fucking rest



a month and two weeks of attachment - i feel bored, sick, lifeless, exhausted.

i need a fucking rest! a day for a rest is just not enuff. more than that, i'm fucking lifeless here!

everyday is the same day. from home to office, and from office to home. no lepak-ing, no movies, no window shopping, no day out!

the working commitments - stop me from doing anything that i really want. i cant have a vacation since i'm working 6 days a week. i cant follow my parents travel here and there because of this fucking attachment!

after work-stay at home, online like i fucking enjoy it or watching CSI from my hdd. luckily i have hdd. if not i just drop dead boring.

weekend-home. watching hindustan movie, tamil movie, english movie, malay movie - all sorts of movies. i really has no where to go.

i wish i have a car, so i can travel on my own.
i wish i have friends here to hang out with.


but still....thank God for the family.at least i am not alone..i still have parents to talk with, lil baby to play with and cousins to laugh with.



"Join Me In Death" by HIM


Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death

We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world

and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
we're so anxious to be together
together in death

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before life tears us apart let
death bless me with you

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

Baby join me in death




Monday, November 16, 2009

riak, dengki, busuk hati, dendam, fitnah

sometimes i wonder why people with education can be such a BEAST!

RIAK

kenapa mesti ada sikap ni??perlu ke berbangga2, bermegah2 dengan apa yg kite ade? or to the extend where riak dengan sesuatu yang di ada2kan.. i couldnt understand people that enjoy telling others what they have, how much money they earn per month..urghhhh~can u just shut up!who cares how much money u have. when come to worst, u create a bloody fairytale that u're one rich person in town where the fact that u're slightly above beggar! sometimes i wonder if all those fairytales are purposely created by u or u youself are living in that fucking fairytales thinking that u're filthy rich! HELLo.. duit bukan boleyh bawak mati ponnn! urghh~~~

DENGKI

bila ada sikap riak, sikap dengki akan menyusul. dengki apabila melihat orang lain berjaya membina kehidupan yang lebih baik. kamu takkan pernah suka melihat orang sekeliling kamu ada apa yang kamu tiada. lebih2 lagi apabila apabila mereka ada sesuatu yang sememangnya kamu idam2kan selama ini. susah. untuk menyedapkan hati kamu, maka kamu akan bersikap riak. cuba membuktikan kamulah yang terbaik. sedarlah wahai kamu, tak semua yang ada pada orang lain ada pada kita dan tak semua yang ada pada kita ada pada orang lain. bersyukur sajalah dengan apa yang kamu ada. tak perlu kehulu kehilir pertikaikan harta milik orang lain dan membandingkan status kamu dengan orang lain hanya untuk memastikan kamu lebeyh bagus dari mereka.

BUSUK HATI

apabila menyedari ada orang lain yang lebeyh bagus dari mereka, sikap busuk hati akan timbul. mulalaah rasa benci terhadap orang itu, walaupon orang tu tak penah walau sekelumit menyakitkan hati mereka. apabila dah ada perangai busuk hati, si busuk hati pastinya akan mengata yang bukan2 pada orang yang tak disenanginya. mungkin akan mengganggu ketenteraman orang tersebut. kepada orang yang tidak disenangi itu, jalan terbaik adalah dengan berdiam diri. kerana jika diayan si busuk hati ni sampai bila2 pun dia akan mengata.

DENDAM

inilah penyakit hati paling kronik. kalau diikutkan kalau orang tu marah lebih 3 jam itu maknanya dendam. [if i'm not mistaken laa~] obviously aku pon ada berdendam..tetapi dendam tu akan hilang as time goes by. tetapi malang bagi orang yang tidak pernah nak bermuhasabah diri, mencari kesilapan diri, dan terus berdendam. orang yang berdendam tidak akan pernah puas memburuk2kan orang yang didendami. kepada kamu yang suka berdendam [altho i kno that person never read my blog] sudah2 lah berdendam. sikap dendam membuatkan muka menjadi keruh tidak berseri. apa bila hati dipenuhi dendam, kesannya akan kelihatan diwajah. tak guna pakai skII skali pon kalau hati tak pernah suci dari sikap dendam.

FITNAH

apabila dendam menguasai diri, nafsu menjadi raja, akal kurniaan Allah di ketepikan, Syaitan menjadi rujukan, mulalah memfitnah semata2 nak menjatuhkan musuh. ada pepatah berkata lidah yang sepanjang tiga inci boleh membunuh manusia setinggi enam kaki. manusia jenis ini bagaikan manusia bertuhankan nafsu. melakukan apa saja asalkan dapat memuaskan hati dan perasaan. dengan fitnah, kamu berharap musuh kamu akan porak peranda keluarganya, di ketepikan oleh saudara maranya dan dipulau masyarakat. tetapi haruslah pemfitnah tu ingat yang Allah sentiasa memakbulkan doa orang yang teraniaya.

- begitulah sikap manusia yang bagaikan tidak takut pada YANG SATU.


Pada hari kiamat Allah berfirman, ketika semua manusia melihat catatan amalannya, “Pergilah kamu semua kepada apa yang kamu jadikan harapan (riak) di dunia. Lihatlah apakah kamu semua memperoleh balasan daripada mereka.” (Hadis riwayat Ahmad dan Baihaqi)

Firman Allah yang bermaksud: “Maka kecelakaanlah bagi orang yang solat (iaitu) orang yang lalai dari solatnya dan orang berbuat riak.” (Surah al-Maa'um, ayat 4 - 6)

Rasulullah SAW bersabda bermaksud: â€Å“Akan muncul suatu ketika di mana ilmu Islam dihapuskan, muncul pelbagai fitnah, berleluasa sifat kedekut dan banyak berlaku jenayah.” (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

Sabda Rasulullah SAW bermaksud: â€Å“Tidak masuk syurga orang yang suka menyebarkan fitnah.” (Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

"Siapa yang menahan perasaan marah sedangkan dia mampu untuk melaksanakannya (melepaskan kemarahannya), maka kelak pada hari kiamat, Allah akan memanggilnya di hadapan sekalian makhluk, kemudian disuruhnya memilih bidadari sekehendaknya." (Hadis riwayat Imam al-Tirmidzi)






Monday, November 9, 2009

boipren?kawen?

Acik Ica: nur tahun depan 22 la ek.
saya: tak laah.tahun depan dekno da 23 daa.
Acik Ica: o0o0oo0o...da buleyh kawen le kalo mcm tu.
Saya: ?????????. kawen mende. xnak laa.dekno nak beli umah, beli kete dulu nak bayor utang banyak lagi..


yang sebenarnya, aku tak pernah terpikir bab2 kawen. tapi tu laa..resam kehidupan.bila da 20an. blajo pon da nak habih.mesti kua punye soklan pelik seperti:-

- dekno, ada boipren?
- my answer is - pe barang boipren2 nii..tak majula ada boipren.hahaha.indahkaaaan.

-tak lama laaagi kenduri dekno le plak. [means pas kakak aku kawen, turn aku le plak.]
-aku menjawab - jaaaaaaaaauhhh laaagi..dekno muda lagi. nak kumpul duit banyak2 dulu.nak beli kete, nak beli umah, nak beli macam2. [impian aku nak bg mak and abah duit tiap2 bulan sampai mak and abah tak perlu pkai duit diorang utk belanja apa2. sume pakai duit aku je.]

makcik A:dekno, boipren org mana?
saya: mane ade boipren laa.
makcik A:isyhhh..tipu la xde..
saya:[whatever]

Atta: nur, kamu nnt kalau nak cari suami, cari yang elok sikit. kamu kena tau keluarga dia macam mana. dia pon kena tau keluarga kite macam mana.
Saya: baik atta.
Atta: kamu kene igt tu. org jantan zaman skang ni banyak perangai tak elok. tak bertanggung jawab. cari yang elok2. yang hormat org tua.
Saya: ok atta. :)
Makco: die budak lagiiii..nak buat ape ckp mende2 tu sume kat die.
saya: [thanks makco]
Atta: dakk..ni penting nii..kene bagi tau diaaa. orang jantan zaman le ni bukan bleyh percaye sgt.
Saya: [ape2 laaa...]

haih...macam2 la. biler kuar sume ayat2 berkaitan kawen tetibe terasa TUA.hahaha. dah la ada kawan2 aku yang da kawen, beranak pinak lagi...haih~~laaaagi la terasa betapa aku sedang di mamah usia.

apa la aku carut niii..tapi itulah hakikat.aku da TUA. in boipren matters, bukan le aku nk kate
sape de boipren tak maju.tapi yang benornye aku tak jumpe yang berkenan lg.hahahha. maklumlaa kalau bleyh aku nak ashraf muslim.hehe. tu yang malaih nk pikir2 boipren niii. biorle dulu boipren2 nii..aku muda lagiii.lagipon tak bebas le berboipren. nanti2 la boipren sume niii.tak lari gunung di kejar. ye dak?hehe. ok le.awok nk beghansor dulu...bubyee~

Sweet Dreams by Beyonce Knowles

Turn the lights on

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you




Thursday, November 5, 2009

natural beauty

make up or not to make up..

first..i admit that i am into make up stuff. specially eye liner..hehe.purpose to make up is to make my look be more fresh. i think without make up i'll look dull.

however, i myself hate those who over make up. specially all the celebrity..most of them are fake..not most but 99.99% of them are fake! too much make up just make ur face look weird and sometimes it will make their face ugly! but then they are celebrity of cos they need more make up to make their face looks fresh all the time..hehe. here are some celebrities face with and without make up.

Angelina jolie without make up


ni noryn aziz plak.



ni gamba sebelum..selepas tgk bwh...


ni diana danielle. she has the natural beauty.hehe.


rossa plaaak.kalo tak mekap nampak bese je..



ni scha alyahya special utk faisaal. "sal dia tak mekap pon lawaaa~maka aku approve la relationship hang dgn dia.hahahah."


with all those photos maka tamatlaah sudah kajian to make up or not to make up.

its ok to make up if u're public figure that require you to look "cantek" and fresh look most of the time but just make sure the make up is not too thick..heheh.however, if u're commoner just unwrap ur natural beauty. =D

paparazzi by lady gaga

We are the crowd
We're c-coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastical

Leather and jeans
Your watch glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

I'll be your girl
Backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah cause you'll know
I'm staring between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt
Yellow dance and return
My lashes are dry
But with teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is cherry pie
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Real good
(We dance in the studio)
Snap, snapped
(That shit on the radio)

Don't stop boy, rewind
We'll blast it but we'll still have fun!

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi







Monday, November 2, 2009

ayam

ayam adalah makanan peberet kebanyakan manusia di dunia~penulis sendiri menggemari ayam. paling best anak sepupu penulis (adek) yang berusia 2 tahun 3 bulan juga menggilai ayam.

ada beberapa kisah mengenai ayam.

KISAH 1

di zaman kanak2 dahulu kala, terdapat satu reban ayam di depan rumah opah penulis. rebannya taklah sebesar mane.tapi apa yang pasti penulis maseh ingat saat2 dimana penulis mengambil telur ayam dari reban. tidak dilupakan juga peristiwa abah penulis mengejar ayam dari reban opah sehingga sampai ke rumah penulis.jaraknya lebeyh kurang 200 meter.hehe.

KISAH 2

oleh kerana penulis tidak menggemari ikan kerana tulang2 ikan itu pasti mencederakan penulis, maka, di zaman persekolahan, mak penulis pasti akan membeli lauk ayam untuk penulis. sehinggalah sekarang, pasti ada lauk asing untuk penulis yang tidak makan ikan.hehe. walau bagaimana pon, jika tiada pilihan, mak penulis akan memaksa penulis memakan ikan. selalunya penulis akan makan ikan dalam keadaan terpaksa. =>

KISAH 3

mengenai adek yang menggilai ayam. sangat lucu! adek akan "slurppppp" setiap kali melihat ayam. pada suatu hari, sesuatu yang sangat kelakar terjadi. ketika penulis ingin makan nasik mak penulis pon berkata "ada ayam tu kamu makan le..."adek yang mendengar terus berkata "ayaaaaaammmm??slurpppppp~~" tatkala penulis sudah sedia untuk makan, adek datang berdiri sebelah penulis sambil tangan nya menunjuk2 ayam di dalam pinggan. penulis lalu menyuap adek sedikit ayam. sedikit demi sedikit lama2 ayam yang ada habis disuap ke mulut adek.penulis hanya sempat makan sedikit saja. :D begitulah kanak2 berusia 2 tahun menggilai ayam.

KISAH 4

tadi penulis pergi ke pasar malam. lalu mak membeli ayam. mak pilih yang kurus2 kerana penulis menyatakan pada mak bahawa ayam yang gemuk2 taksedap.muak.hehe. setelah ditimbang seekor 12 ringgit. tadi, penulis sempat menonton bujang lapok sebelum abah datang lalu tukar tengok cite ntah ape ntah. dalam cite bujang lapok, mereka beli ayam seekor (2 kati) 2 ringgit. murahnyaaaa! jauhnya beza dengan sekarang. [buat yang tak tahu, 2 kati bersamaan dengan 1.2kg] penulis lalu terpikir betapa kemodenan telah menaikkan living expenses. terpikir penulis mengenai nasib mereka2 yang dihimpit kemodenan. ntah bagaimana mereka menyara kehidupan. yang kaya dan miskin membayar harga yang sama untuk sekampit beras, dan sekilo ayam. tetapi wang diperolehi tidak sama. sedeyh penulis mengenangkan mereka yang terpaksa mencatu bekalan makanaan. =(

KISAH 5

kisah penjual ayam. hehehe. lawak sangat.tergelak penulis dengan ayat yang terpacul keluar dari mulut si penjual ayam yang tengah sebok memotong ayam. kesahnya ketika membeli ayam tadi, ada seorang wanita bertanyakan hati ayam kepada si penjual ayam. lalu si penjual ayam menjawab "hati ayam takde, tinggal hati saya je.nak?"haha. dalam kesibukan memotong ayam tu, sempat lagi si penjual ayam berseloroh.hehe.

tu je la cite pasal ayam. hurrrm...esok mak kate nak goreng ayam...nyum..nyum..bak kate adek slurpppppp~~~


Obsessed by Mariah Carey

I was like, why are you so obsessed with me?

So Oh Oh So Ohhh
Will the real MC please step to the mic?
MC- You need an MC, place to be
MC the MC

All up in the blogs
Say we met at the bar
When I don’t even know who you are
Say we up in your house
Sayin’ I’m up in your car
But you in LA and I’m out at Jermaine’s

I’m up in the A- you’re so so lame
And no on here even mentions your name
It must be the weed, it must be the E
Cuz you be poppin, hood, you get it poppin’

Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know- lyin’ that you’re sexin me
When everybody knows it’s clear that you’re upset with me
Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress
Last man on the earth- still couldn’t get this

You’re delusional, you’re delusional
Boy you’re losing your mind
It’s confusin yo, you’re confused you know
Why you wasting your time?
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
See right through you like you’re bathin’ in windex
[ Mariah Carey Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

Ooh Ohh Ohh boy why you so obsessed with me?
And all the ladies sing, all the girls sing
Soo Oohhhh Soo Oohh Obsessed

You on your job, you hatin’ hard
Ain’t gon feed you, I'ma’ let you starve
Graspin’ for air I’m ventilation
You out of breath, hope you ain’t waitin
Tellin’ the world how much you miss me
But we never were so why you trippin’
You a mom and pop, I’m a corporation
I’m the press conference, you a conversation

Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know- lyin’ that you’re sexin me
When everybody knows it’s clear that you’re upset with me
Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress
Last man on the earth- still couldn’t get this

You’re delusional, you’re delusional
Boy you’re losing your mind
It’s confusin yo, you’re confused you know
Why you wasting your time?
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
See right through you like you’re bathin’ in windex

Ooh Ohh Ohh boy why you so obsessed with me?
And all the ladies sing, all the girls sing
Soo Oohhhh Soo Oohh Obsessed







Friday, October 23, 2009

i is back

finally...i have time to write here....i am too busy with my work. and i can feel that i am much2 more lifeless than before..huhu.

i start my work at 9 until 5.30. that was tired! on my first day i slept at 8.30pm.hahaha.damn tired! i didnt get enuf sleep during exam and only two days after exam, i need to start my legal attachment. it's such a mentally and bodily torture..T_T

howevaaaa~~[pronounce it like dr MZ] i still enjoy working. i feel so lucky to have such a cool boss and colleague. PLUS my boss ask me whether i want to be a lawyer in that firm..she ask me three times!!! and i take it as an invitation to treat an i already offer myself to be a lawyer in that firm. i hope, the firm will accept me. :D

after two weeks staying with my mom, i can feel that i gain weight.hahah.i cannot say no to mom's cook!though it's only a plain soup.... =D

ouh...starting last week, i learn how to drive back!!weee ho0ooo~~after 2 years i didnt drive, i really forgot how to change gear!hahaha.

another things to go is i'm gonna own a guitar!!yeay..but its too optional :( my mom said that i only can buy a guitar if the firm give me allowance.thats the prob..i hv no idea bout it. hopefully they give me some allowance so i can hv a guitar and learn to play it. but i still uncertain with this idea to learn guitar. im worry if i just learn it for a while and give up..heheh.

okay i'm gotta stop here.i'm off to sleep cuz i'm working tomorow!!gosh!it's saturday. sometimes i wonder how my mom's feel when she work before....didnt she feel bored with work????its like u're doing the same thing everyday and u have no choice but to do it...sigh~~~

okay laaa...enjoy this song!

unintended by muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you





Thursday, October 8, 2009

no.more.malacca.

yeaayyy~~~aku gembiraaaa...buat perhatian semua, kelibat aku tidak akan kelihatan di bandar heritage melaka mulai esok sehinggalaaaaahhh bulan 1 2010 dan kelibat aku akan kelihatan di royal town kuale kangsar sekitar bas station dan pasaraya sakan yek. juga mungkin di gym di sebelah malam dan di sekitar lembah di dini hari. kalo ade sesape ternampak kelibat aku di malaka, tu maknanya tak laaaamaaa la tu.hahaha

aku sangaaat teramatlaaah gembira tidak terkataaaa.inilaaah masa yang ditunggu2.....enuff of exams and ASS-ignmentss! though there's something that more challenging awaits for me in kuale, i'm fine with it! i just need to stay away from malacca for a while. as long as i'm wif my mom, everything will be perfect!

ouh. afta in a battle for four fucking day, i seriously suffer hardship to breath! yea.yea. to breath. saketnye nauzubilliaaaahhh.rasa macam kene hempap dengan besi ka, konkrit ka...and my heart beat so fast oke!macam baru lepas lari pecut setelah dikejar anjing gilaaa.rasanyaaa balik ni nak gi klinik laaa.nak tanye dokter nape laaa dada aku sakit sangat niiiii. mesti jawapan dokter tu

"ouh kamu ni stress.tak cukop rehat ni..banyakkan berehat yek. jangan skip meal jugak. breakfast penting. ni mungkin sebab angin kot. takpe2. saya bagi ubat angin yek.lagi ada apa2 sakit lagi. kalau takde okay.bleyh kuar." di kaunter." erm ni ubat untuk sakit kepala [pain killer], ni ubat angin dan yang ni muscle relaxant.sume sekali 30 hengget.bayar sekarang sebab kamu takde insuran" itulaaa ayat stendet biler pegi klinikkk.buang duit je. setakat bg nasehat camtu cekgu tadika pon boleyh. cuba la bagi explaination yang meyakinkan sekeytt. cakap la...

"ouh kamu ni tak cukup oksigen ni. tu yang sakeyt dada tu..jantung tu degup laju sebab nak pam oksigen yg ada secepat mungkin. kalau kamu sakit dada macam tu kamu ambil plastik dan bernafas dalam plastik tu. itu la cara paling mudah untuk kurangkan saket dada. tak cukup oksigen ni bahaya. kalo oksigen tak sampai otak buleyh mati!"

kalau dokter cakap macam ni at least terasa gak la yang aku ni memang sakeyt. sampai tahap bleyh mati. ni setakat kate stress la angin laa...takyah la jumpe dokter.mak aku pon tau sume tu.

okaylaa cukup la mengumpat dokter.hahaha.

ni nak story skeyt...

dikala exam, buat sekelian kalinyaaaa..aku menangihhh!menangihhh sampai keluar hinguih... sebab aku stress!! da la kepala sakeyt.dada sakeyt.pastu kena paksa diri setadi...sampai at one point, ilang segala kebaiii...lalu mengalirlaaah ayaq mata membasahi pipi, juga baju, juga bantal dan notes....

tak pernah aku se-stress ni!haih~~~ni baru third year.kalo fourth year ntah macam mane laaa...tapi satu je aku mintaaakk.jangaaan la buat keja gila letak exam 4 hari berturut. ni dah kire torture da ni.ghasa macam nak pi lari kedutaan turki daa~

lagi satu~~~~~~mesti aku rindu kat GP..haha.da la nak nampak dia pon susah...ni da jauh....laaaagi la tak nampakkkkk..hehe.

neway, fyi aku akan prektikel 3 bulan.hehehe. walopon neves, tp excited balik kuale mengatasi segalanyaaaa~ tatapi...sedeyh tu ada laaa jugaak.. mesti nanti aku rindu dengan kengkawaannn. huhu.tahun depan la baru jumpe balik mereka2. kepada kawan2 seangkatan...selalu2 ber-fb-ing dan selalu2 la online yek... sob..sob..

ok laaa...aku nak gi packing barang....ntah cukup bag ke tak ni...banyak tu nak kena bawak balik....ni kalo tak cukup ni terpaksa la aku bungkuih gune selimut ala2 faisal rosli. hehe. okayyy sume....see you guys next time. next post maybe tentang experience berkerja aku..hehe. kome layan le lagu ni....


Pergi Untuk Kembali by Ello

Syu Du Du 2x
Walaupun langit pada malam itu
Bermandikan cahaya bintang
Bulanpun bersinar betapa indahnya
Namun menambah kepedihan...oooh...

Ku akan pergi meninggalkan dirimu
Menyusuri liku hidupku
Janganlah kau bimbang
dan janganlah kau ragu
Berikanlah senyuman padaku...

Selamat tinggal kasih
sampai kita jumpa lagi
Aku pergi...Takkan lama..
Hanya sekejap saja ku akan kembali lagi
Asalkan engkau tetap menanti

Ku akan pergi meninggalkan dirimu
Menyusuri liku hidupku
Janganlah kau bimbang
dan janganlah kau ragu
Berikanlah senyuman padaku...

Selamat tinggal kasih
sampai kita jumpa lagi
Aku pergi...Takkan lama..
Hanya sekejap saja ku akan kembali lagi
Asalkan engkau tetap menanti

Syu Du Du 2x
Aku pergi...
Takkan lama..
Syu Du Du 2x
No, No no Ou.. Oh no
Menanti
Asalkan Engkau tetap menanti
Asalkan Engkau tetap menanti.......
Menanti.....................




Saturday, October 3, 2009

suicidal!!!!!!

arghhhhh!!!!never been this stress before! stress!stress!stress!

i dun get it.i dun understand!
how the ERU as well as the lecturers can approved the effing exam schedule!
heloooooo!!!this is a third year law degree final exam!
it such a ridiculous when you put all subjects in a row!!
whatdaya expect from students?????
we are like forcing our brain to absorb all the principle, and all sorts of cases!
u guys shud be a bit moderate!
give us some space AT LEAST a day.
or maybe two subject in a row then break for one day and another two subject after that..
i would be fine with it.

giving three days break and then i would be in a battle for four days is not helpful!
plus i'll finished my third exam in evening and the next day my exam at 9 a.m!

hope God give me lots of strength to go thru this!
i reallyy is SOS condition~


Drive by Client

Down down the backstreet
And you know I can't stop searching
I'm running from the nightmares
But I just can't stop the hurting
I feel like a loser
'Cause you won't god forgive me
I'll show I'm only human
Face the long dark road alone

I want love I can't resist you
I cannot lose what I'm not gonna have
Night driving on a motorway
I'm alive, I'm alive

Another endless evening
Chasing shadows in the darkness
Impossible to silence
Have to face myself alone

I want love I can't resist you
I cannot lose what I'm not gonna have
Night driving on a motorway
I'm alive, I'm alive

I want love I can't resist you
I cannot lose what I'm not gonna have
White lines on a motorway
I'm alive, I'm alive

Drive, drive to feel I'm alive
Drive, drive to keep me alive
Drive, drive to feel I'm alive
Drive, drive to keep me alive
Drive, drive to feel I'm alive
Drive, drive to keep me alive
Drive, drive to feel I'm alive
Drive, drive to keep me alive

I want love I can't resist you
I cannot lose what I'm not gonna have
Night driving on a motorway
I'm alive, I'm alive

I want love I can't resist you
I cannot lose what I'm not gonna have
White lines on a motorway
I'm alive, I'm alive

I'm alive, I'm alive
Driving through the endless night
Guiding me your blinding light
Driving through the endless night
Guiding me your blinding light

Fight the pain, fight the pain
Fight the pain, fight the pain
It's in my soul, behind the wheel
Don't let go, don't let go
Fight the pain, fight the pain
Fight the pain, fight the pain
I'm alive, I'm alive





Friday, October 2, 2009

ntah hape2 ntah

oppp!!oppp!!haroo0ooo~~~~Justify Full

hari ni aku nak meluahkan perasaan sikit.bukanlaa nak berpiling2, tapi nak menceritakan laaa tentang seswatu.hehehe..

kesah nye macam ni....aku ni saje berpoya2 kat fb.lalu ternampak seseorang punye profile kat page megan fox..lalu aku pon menengoknye. kendian da aku belek2 profile tu aku peghati "someone" important takde dalam friendlist orang ni.

pastu aku bagi le link profile tu kakak aku, kakak aku pon tengok le....dan kakak aku nampak le someone yang aku tak nampak tu..macam pelik laa.nape kat aku takde.pastu kakak aku bagi link profile someone tu kt aku. tp bile aku klik je terus direct ke home page.

lalu aku pon inbestiget. selesei inbestiget gho0o0o0openye..............................someone tu block aku dalam fb!! padan le aku tgk takde.kakak aku tengok ada.

jadi issue yang nak diketengahkan adalaaah...peghangei tak cukop umor someone tu. biorle aku panggey die BITCH. sedap sekeyt name.

ko nak ber-fb silekan le.takyah le nak block2 orang dalam fb. childish gile. hek eleh igt aku kebulor sangat ke nak nyebok kat fb ko...poyo nak mamposss. selame ni pon aku lepak fs, ko yang selalu nyebok kat fs aku. ntah mane datang tetibe view.muke tak tau malu. dah view lepaih tu kate aku plak kaco ko. heh~ bawok2 le sedor diri.kome tu umor da lanjut. da berlaki pon. tak yah le wat peghangey orang tak beghakei.

macam le aku ni takde keje lain.nak ngekor [bahse omputeh - stalk] kome aje.banyak lagi mende lain aku bleyh buat. main restaurant city lagi best lar!

lagi satu, cukup la ko private page engko tu kalo ko takot sangat aku ni nengok. selame ni pon tak peghonah aku sebok nak cari2 ko dalam fb. aku jumpe pon sebab aku ternampak muka laki ko kat page megan fox. means selame hari ni ko le yang sebok2 cari aku kt fb. biler da jumpe teros block. hahahah. fucking freak!!!

kalo aku laaa...kalo aku da benci tahap longkang kat someone, aku takde teghingin nak tau ape2 pasei org tu. yang ko ni kononnye benci nak mampos kat aku ni boleyh plak cari aku dalam fb. aku pon tak tau le bile yang ko block aku. pasei selame ni aku tak peghonah tau kewujudan ko kat fb. haha. kesiaaaaaan. ntah2 bile nampak je profile aku mesti teros gelabah biawak. tu yang teross block tu. perasaaaan le tu kononnye nnt aku stalk ko kat fb.



kepada BITCH,

getta life. ko ada laki, ko ada keje, ko ader unfinished master. so tak yah la nak sebok2 pasal aku. tolong laaaa bawak2 move on. it's almost two years since all the stupid dramas. tak reti bahse letih ke??? orang lain sebok nak bersedara ko plak sebok nak bergadoh. sebok nak kesah hal sekufu~ kampong nak mampos. kalo nak kire sekufu, ko tu memang langsung tak bersekufu dengan aku..tapi ade aku kesahh??tak peghonah terpikir pn aku hal sekufu sume nii~pada aku kalo da sedara, miskin ke kaya ke burok ke busuk ke tetap sedara. tapi species manusia macam ko ni memang tak rugi pon ilang sedara. wat malu je ade sedara macam ni.

i'd rather have thousands of enemy than having you as my cousin.


21 Guns by Green Day
Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?
Does the pain weight out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire?
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I





Monday, September 28, 2009

raya ke???

yeayyyy..akhirnya dapat jugak aku mengupdate story pasal raya.ni sume pasal lambat dapat gamba..huhu. maka dengan itu, untuk post yang ni aku lebeyh kan gamba dari kata2.chewahhh.




sebagai pembuka selera, aku tujukan kari kambing ni untuk tatapan sume. nyum nyum..



di malam raya, ruang angkasa kat umah aku diserikan dengan bunga api..cantek2 bunga api nye..tapi tu le tak dan nak tangkap.ni je le yang nampak.

sesi berpoya2 selepas takbir..=)


mak tengah iron baju raya.. =)



kemudiaaaaaannnnn......tralalala...sarung kusyen terbakar di malam raya.. lol. ni sume terjadi bile mak letak iron kt atas kusyen ni.tak tau plak die nye sensitip.angkat2 koyaaaakk. terpaksa la tukar dengan sarung yang da buruk.huhuhu.


kanak2 dikerah tenaga untuk tukar sarung kusyen..haha.


pepagi raya selepas balik semayang raya..


abang yang sangaaaat suka mengusik adek aku yang emo.hahaha


berangannnn...actually aku tgh pegang cincin yg aku pakaaaiii. cincin tu ketat. dan lupe nak gi besarkan.huhu. cincin tu tok aku yg bagi.maka.....di kala nak gi beraya kat umah dia tak kan tak pakai.kang kecik plak hati die.huhu


sesi bersalam salaman [salam dengan abah]


salam dengan mak.


dalam kete on da way nak balik butterworth. malangnya takda gamba kat butterworth.tak taw la nape.macam tak berminat je nak bergambar kat sanaa.haha.



ni gambo kat umah makcik aku. petang raya tu sesampai je kuale teros ke umah makcik aku ni. budak kecik yang paling bijak bergambar tu anak cousin aku. sangaaaat pandai, bijak, baik,nakal, cute etc.


neway tu je la gambo raya yang aku adaa.tak banyak sangaattt. kalo ade pon dengan kamera orang lain.maka tak dapat le aku nak menguploadnye.hehehe.


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Menjelang Hari Raya by Dj Dave
Menjelang hari raya
Berakhirnya puasa
Bergema takbir senja
Menyambut syawal tiba

Suasana riang ria
Terlihat sini sana
Menyeri malam raya
Terhias indah rupa

( korus )
Oh... cantik berseri-seri
Tua dan muda berpakaian serba baru
Oh... sungguh meriahnya
Miskin kaya pun turut bergembira

Selamat hari raya Aidil fitri mulia
Semoga berbahagia
Hidup aman sentosa



Thursday, September 10, 2009

raya ke exam?

since nak raya sesangat daah aku nk wat post pasal raya laaaa.heheheh.

taaaapiii [ayat stendet drama]

sat je raye.pastu da kena study untuk exam. :(

raya kah? raya tu kan tanda kemenangan?

macam tak raya lagi je.

8/10 baru la aku betoi2 raya. sebab da abih exam.

yang raya syawal ni....macam kemenangan sebab berjaya puasa di bulan ramadhan. tu je.

sedey sebab tak dapat enjoy raya at the fullest.

macam mana laaa nak raya sakan kalau dalam otak asyik ingat notes yang paling "bulky" itu?

da laaa badan ni semakin menjadi2 naiknye. nak makan time raya pon rasa bersalah. :(

macam kurang semangat je nak raya. yang ada cuma semangat nak balik umah.

sebab da lama sangat tak balik umah dan dah tak boleh tahan stay kat malapetaka eyh melaka.haha.

dengan pelbagai pressure-nye. masalah study, masalah kawan2, masalah dengan diri sendiri.

di kala diri dirundung kemurungan, rumah lah tempat yang sesuai untuk dituju. suara mak lah penenang jiwa, kata2 abah laah penguat semangat, gelak tawa adek beradek lah pengubat serabut.

maka, esok, dengan hati yang girang gembira, akan ku tuju ke tempat yang paling menenangkan.

i dont need a luxury vacation, i need no spa, all i need is a superb place call HOME.

menjelang hari raya yang mulia, aku menyusun 10 jari memohon maap kepada semua pembaca blog aku, kawan2 aku, family aku, cikgu2 aku, dan juga sesapa la yang "ter"offended dengan kata2 aku. al maklum laaaa aku ni kan mulut puaka skeytttt.hahaha.

ouh yaa..halal kan la makan minum, or ada terambik barang ka, or ada apa2 yg terkurang or terlebeyh harap dihalalkan laaa donia akhirat.

akhir kata,

semoga aku selaaaaaamaaat pergi, selaaaaamaaaat balik.

adios kawan.


Balik Kampung by Sudirman Hj Arshad -

Perjalanan jauh tak ku rasa
Kerna hati ku melonjak sama
Ingin berjumpa sanak saudara
Yang selalu bermain di mata

Nun menghijau gunung ladang dan rimba
Langit nan tinggi bertambah birunya
Deru angin turut sama berlagu
Semuanya bagaikan turut gembira

Balik kampung oh oh...( 3X )
Hati girang
Ho ho... Balik kampung (3X)
Hati girang

Terbayang wajah-wajah yang ku sayang
Satu-satu tersemat di kalbu
Pasti terubat rindu di hati
Menyambut kepulangan ku nanti







Tuesday, September 1, 2009

ramadhan & syawal =)

salam ramadhan..

hari ni 11 ramadhan. lg 19 hari nak raya.
tak sabar rasanya nak balik ke kampung halaman.
puasa ni tak bukak pose lagi dengan mak and abah.
dan dikala puasa ini jugak la aku rindu dengan masakan mak.
rindu dengan hiruk pikuk di rumah bila tiba masa berbuka.
rindu nak dengar bunyi mercun bola yang boleh buat orang sakit jantung goal.

biler nak bukak puasa je,
tugas aku buh nasik kat dlm pinggan.
kendian buh air plak.
pastu amik kurma pas kt sume orang.hehe.
lepaih habih bukak pose, keje aku kemaih meja, kendian lap meja balik bagi kilat.hehe.
pastu gi terawekh.balik terawekh makan lagi!hehehe.

menjelang raya.

selalu bila nak raya, aku akan sebok buat kuih raya.
time sekolah2 dulu aku buat kuih mazola.kome tau ke kueh ni?yang gune kacang tanah tu..hehe
pastu kuih tat nenas.walopon aku tak berapa kenan kuih ni, tp aku buleyh la buat.hehe
lepaih tu tang nak bersih umah,
keje aku lap tingkap, lap kipaih.
lap frame2 gambo. dan juga cuci peti ais.hehe.
lagi pe ek aku buat...........
ermm...
haaaaa!polish sofa..kendian tukar sarung kusyen.
pastu gantung langsir.hehehe.

tapi bukan le buat sesorang.....tumpo le nak wat sesorang,
mesti le buat dengan adek bradek aku yang lain.
selalunye kiteorang akan bergotong royong le kemaih umah.

tahun ni...

aku tak rasa aku bleyh wat kueh raya.pasei balik pon lg berapa hari je nak raya.
kemaih umah pon maybe takde nak buat banyak.mesti mak da settle awal2..
siaaannn mak kena kemaih umah sesorang.nak harap adek aku yg kecik tu..................
mcm mengharap bulan jatuh ke riba.huhu.

tahun ni raya mcm simple giler.

baju raya beli siap!tak dan nak tempah daah.
kasut raya pon aku tak beli..hehe.
pastu kuih pon tak de buat.kek xsure laaa.kalo rajen aku buat.hehe
then takde pon nak beli apa2 yang baru kecuali lapik meja.hahahha
makna kata umah aku kali ni pakei je ape ade.tak de tuko2.elok bebeno le.

selalu di malam raya

kami sekeluarga akan sebok buat touch up kat umah tu.
ye la nak ubah2 position kerusi ke, or pasang langsir ke..sume malam raya!
ouh...malam raya gak la malam paling best!sebab malam ni mak akan masak kari kambing.
maka kami 5 beradek akan konon2 nak rasa kari mak masak.
dan tanpa disedari dah suku periuk abih kami makan.
selalunye memang mak akan bising takut tak cukup utk esok.

p/s: selalu utk raya mesti atleast 3kg kambing.huhu.terliur haku.


dihari raya...

pepagi mak da kejut daaa..
sesorang mandi dan siap2.
selalu sebelum pegi semayang raya kiteorang akan makan dulu.
menu dipagi raya putu mayum dgn kari kambing.sllurrrrrppppp~
da makan2 then baru gi semayang raya.
balik semayang raya, balik umah dan salam2 collect duit raya! =D
kendian amik family picture.
pastu baru la ke umah pah.jumpe pah.pastu salam la dengan sesape yang ada.
da jumpe pah baru la ke kubur tok.
lalu mulela marathon aku ke umah makcik2 aku.hehe.
kalo aku tak marathon, cousins aku yang berkejor ke umah aku.
well umah aku ni mmg tempat berkumpul time raya.hehe.

tapi raya tahun ni mesti lain....

sebab..
mane de pah lagi...
ntah la kemana arah tuju.mcm tak lengkap je pah xda time raya.
dan aku macam terlupa yang pah dah takda.
sebok je pikir baju raya pah le..sape yang masak utk pah le.
aih~~~
sedeyh biler tersedar dari lamunan yang aku da takda pah.. ='(

tapiiiii...tetapku tabahkan hati ni...
pepagi raya, pas semayang raya akan aku terus ke kubur pah and tok.
semoga pah dengan tok tenang disampingNya.

since raya tahun ni balik penang..
maka raya kedua la baru aku bermarathon. hehe.

dan raya keempat pulang lah kemelakaaa!~
dammit!final exam kill me!

ok laaa...cukup la cerita aku, puasa dan raya.hehe.


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