Friday, July 31, 2009

lawak gampang!

kali ni aku nak cite satu menda lawak yang memang lawak la pada aku..kalo kome sume rasa tak lawak "awak" (aku) mintak maap la yek..

okay cite nye berbunyi macam ni...

tadi aku bersms-ing la dgn kawan aku sorang ni..nama dia W [jantan].hehe.
since W ada kt kuale [kuala kangsar] maka dia pon dgn hati yang girang gumbira msg la kawan kiteorang sorang ni yang bernama Y [betina].

then suddenly Y reply..

Y: sape ni

W: W la..oit aku kt kk...bla..bla..bla..kuar dgn P..bla..bla..nak join?

Y: aku pakwe Y!!!

*omg~~okay bf si Y yg pakai no.fon tu skang..maka bermulalah dramaaaaa...

then W reply...

W: oh sory..ni W best friend Y bla..bla..bla..ajak hang out...bla.. bla..bla..lama tak jumpa..kangan bangat sama die...

bf Y:ko kangen sgt ko crila betina lain!! kalo ko nk Y ko ckp!! *wtf* aku nak ko faham sendiri situasi bf kalu awek dia org kacau!sendiri fhm.

*man....this guy is totally PELIK!!tak pasal2 mengamuk!haha*

W: wei jgn cam tu..bla..bla..takda niat nak ambik or kacau die k.bla..bla..bla..she just my bestfren bla..bla..bla.can u just being polite..mmg die gf ko tp aku ni kawan die.so ko pon phm2la sendiri. aku xnk bertkak dgn ko k!!

W: jgn marah plak sb aku cakap kangan kat dia..we just fren.that's it!bla..bla..bla..kim salam kt Y..k nite.sorry for disturbing u..

bf Y: ko punye tekak skt ske ati ko la!!aku pn ckp iklas bla..bla...bla..sbgai gf org bdk laki lain ajak kuar tak tecabar ke aku dgr!ckp guna otak dan faham situasi org!!!

*againnnn~tak pasal2 tercabar..sorry to say but mamat ni dok ceruk manala agaknyaa? mentaliti kelaih 4*

at the end of the conversation Y's bf say fuck off to W.haha.

then W reply..

W: fuckoff??tu je ko mampu buat?buat perut aku nak ketawa!

Y.... senyaaaap teross!

yang lawaknya mamat yang kononnya die sorang je ada awek ni teros2 nak serang je..masalah dalaman betul laaa..

and the best part is W IS NOT THAT STRAIGHT!! and the effing bf ckp si Y slalu citer pasal W.so0o0o takkan la tak tau how W is right..whatever la bf Y..u're one damn funny person!

seriously aku suruh si W tu admitted that he's gay at the end of conversation..tapi W xmo..heheh.malu kotttt..

tapi katenye kalo bleyh nak cakap depan2 "by the way i'm a gayboy n i fall in love with you bro!!"

heh~how dramatic is that!kan best kalo W betul2 ckp mcm tu!!padan muka kat mamat yang perasan dia la yang paling sayang awek dia!!




bodoh...


Boys With Girlfriends byMeiko


when i first met you i knew you were the one
till you took me home and met her
she had your boxers on
she was listening to your song
and i thought right then that you had everything

but i knew
she was jealous from the start
yeah i knew
she was jealous from the start

cos i know better not to be friends with boys with girlfriends
oh i know better than that i know better
you play the victim and i'll be the bad guy
i know better than that, i know better
(oh oh oh oh oh oh X 2)

we started hanging around after 9
i couldve sworn you i was yours
you looked at me and said
its a little too late for bed
we went to the hotel and
talked about everything

but i knew
she was jealous from the start
yeah i knew
she was jealous from the start


cos i know better not to be friends with boys with girlfriends
oh i know better than that i know better
you play the victim and i'll be the bad guy
i know better than that, i know better
(oh)

what she did to us was tragic
oh oh oh
and i have to do what's right
oh oh oh
what we had was really magic
oh oh oh
but i have to get what's mine
oh
i don't get what's mine
and you get yours

cos i know better not to be friends with boys with girlfriends
oh i know better than that i know better
you play the victim and i'll be the bad guy
i know better than that, i know better
(oh)
X 2








Thursday, July 30, 2009

saya.jatuh.dia.dan.chenta




u're freaking hawt...



and i'm freaking madly in .



You give me looks and lead me on, I'm going mad and that's my situation



Tuesday, July 28, 2009

sensasi-ness~



dear kamu yang hawt..

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u're so0o0o0o kissable. =D


Sunday, July 26, 2009

sindrom 22



setelah menjadi seorang "gadis" berusia 22 tahun...
aku tidak semena2 menjadi seorang penagih..

tidak ku sangka aku akan menjadi penagih tegar sebegini..

semakin lama semakin menjadi2 gian dan ketagihan aku..
apa yang tlah terjadi???

what's wrong with me?? it's like i'm craving for it everytime..
macam ketagih kus2..eyh kas2..huhu. kenapa begini jadinya??
sampai aku buleyh habis kan duit aku untuk menda2 niyh...
kalo takde menda ni aku rasa tension, rasa nak mengamuk.
ouh matilaaaa..
menda ni da mcm ubat penenang untuk aku..




dikala pelbagai rintangan dan dugaan aku tempuhi,
afta all, i need something to make me stay calm..

and...dalam byk2 menda...aku da gian dengan menda ni..

kenaaaaaaapaaaaaaaaaaaaa???????


*mungkin aku perlu tanya cik intan si dewi chocolate yang sweet lagi cumel. intan..why???*


Until U Love U by [Nicole Scherzinger] Pussycat Dolls
I know sometimes when you see yourself
What you see yourself, is someone not good enough
I know there's times when you feel like, you can do nothing right
And insecurity takes a hold, obscures your vision of your soul
You can't see what's inside, open up your eyes

Take a look in the mirror, you're beautiful
Take a moment to love the one you are
Learn to accept yourself, coz it's the truth
Can't love nobody else, until you love you

I know sometimes it's so hard to keep up your self esteem
Sometimes you can feel so small
And it's so easy to tell yourself, you're not worth much at all
When you're unsure of who you are, and now it's tearin’ you apart
You can't see what is true, change your point of view

Take a look in the mirror, you're beautiful
Take a moment to love the one you are
Learn to accept yourself, coz it's the truth
Can't love nobody else, until you love you

Find, what is real is what's inside you
Know, there's no else in this world like you
Take, maybe just a little time to stop and see just who you really are

Take a look in the mirror, you're beautiful
Take a moment to love the one you are
Learn to accept yourself, coz it's the truth
Can't love nobody else, until you love you

Take a look in the mirror, you're beautiful
Take a moment to love the one you are
Learn to accept yourself, coz it's the truth
Can't love nobody else, until you love

Take a look in the mirror
Take a look in the mirror (ooh ah oooh ooh ah oooh ooh)
Take a look in the mirror (I’ll take a look in the mirror)
Take a look in the mirror (you’re beautiful)



*sekadar gambar hiasan.tiada kena mengena dengan tuan punye blog.. =D




Thursday, July 23, 2009

happy chocolate birthday: being 22


wooohoooo~~

i'm officially 22 years old today!! but nothing change in me..still the same old person that loves sleeping, gossiping and most of the times making stupid jokess!!heheh.

neway the "bloody" is highly dedicated to my midterm exam paper just now..OMG~~ my luck is a bit off today!! *it's suppose to be my lucky day rightt??*

the paper just seriously sucks...i'm totally bullshitting for the third question. hope the other two question can backup me.. =D
oklaarrr..dun want to think bout the "bloddy mid term" nymore.
actually i want to thank to all that wish me happy bday~

start with winnie - one day earlier then my lil bro..ouh suddenly he send me an arabic msg - aid miladin sa'id..luckily i understand..if not free2 i reply him "ape yang kamu mencarut niii??"haha. since i kno what it means so i use my lil knowledge on arabic language then i reply "shukron ya akhi" maksudnya - thanks bro!hahaha.

ouh then comes the day~ begin with a msg from faisal..thanks sal.semangat hang message aku. *terharu* then came sue..heheh.she ym me. the best wish is *happy study old babe!* thanks again sue.hahaha. then rima plak msg me..heheh. *katenye lambat cuz ralit main game.* heheh. funny la rimaa.

kemudiaaaann, ramaila plak wish kat fb kaaan. erm antaranya rima bersama pantun brandy, nisah, intan, sue, joanne ramai laa.heheh.thanks sume..

ouh before i slept i got bday wishes from wan - my bestie ever and keat!thanks guys.

then this morning i got msg from my sist and my bro send comment on fb..heheh.thanksss. happy being u guys lil sista~huhu.

but then, something missing.......................

ouh..my mom and my dad didnt wish me~sob..sob..feel like crying.tapiii ku gagahi diri ini. i'm a bday gal..mane bleyh nangis..huhu.then i just assume that they are too busy until for got my bday. =)

then during classs...i got msg from my dad..hehehe. ingaaaaat pon.my bday is COMPLETE!!! *actually just now my mom told me that they're too busy until forgot bout my bday*
see.....betul je my assumption. =p


rima bersama hadiah2..

ouh this morning i got a lot of gifts from rima..yea yea..ONLY RIMA!haha

the gifts are:

- 4 pieces of chocolate cake..seriously sedaaaaap!!
- mint & bitter chocolate...owh this chocolate really help me. +_+
- tiramisu milk chocolate - loveeee it!

disebalik plestik bag..tersorok a lot of chocs!!

- baucar misteri which a choice whether u want a treat of meal in johnny's, nasik kandar mydin, or home cook by chef rima.. *i think i prefer the home coke!!* acar sendawan semangkuk pelissss~

baucar misteri dari rimaaa...no longer mystery..hahaha

- last but not least a very2 cute card.hehe.


cute okay card ni..i'm lovin' it!!huhu


thanks rima.

in the evening i got toblerone from cik fredaa..ouh chocolate againnnn~ =D

neway after all, though i've been showered with a lot of chocs..i'm still craving for that one. *sigh*

somebody help me...*can i have GP?? takde sesape ke nak bagi GP?hahahha*

okay till then...lots of love~~

*ingat nak letak lagu ku sapu air mata..tapi malang nya tak jumpe.kome layan le lagu ni yeakk..
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Heaven by DJ Sammy & Yanou Feat. Do

Oh, thinking about our younger years
There was only you and me
We were young and wild and free
Now, nothing can take you away from me
We've been down that road before
that's over now
You keep me coming back for more

-[CHORUS]-
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Oh, once in your life
you find someone,who wil turn your world around
pick you up when your feeling down
Now, nothing can change what you mean to me
There's a lot that I could say
But just hold me now
'Cause our love will light the way

-[CHORUS]-
Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

I've been waiting for someone
something to arrive
love to come along
Now our dreams are coming true
Through the good times
And the bad
I'll be standing there by you

Baby, you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
It isn't too hard to see
We're in heaven

Ohh, ohh, ohh
Ohh, ohh, ohh
We're in heaven



Tuesday, July 21, 2009

tatkala hati diremuk bagai tin kosong


i have no guts to write what's inside me here...

ye laaarr...nnt kata i like to blog bout others like i am a divine creation plak kaaannn..

so0o0o...i pictured my words that i wrote inside my sketch diary~

motive????

saje je tak de keje..kalo bleyh baca paling terror la kaannn.kalo tak buleyh baca lantak laa

aku cakap baik2 salah, aku cakap kurang ajar salah...buat la ape korang nak...

** it's nothing to do with updating yourselves or life.. idk which part of it that updating your life, yourselves...

**o0opss~~maybe tertinggal keteapi kott..orang da lama beraktiviti tapi dia baru nak berjinak2..pastu sexcited terlebeyhh..sampai tak sedar suar da terlondeyhh~ nasib hang la laaabuuu~

semoga jalan terang dihadapan...

**soklan pepagi bute..

which part of my word yang fitnah?


Are You Happy Now by Michelle Branch
"Are You Happy Now?"

Now, don’t just walk away
Pretending everything’s ok
And you don’t care about me
And I know there’s just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don’t care... yeah, yeah, yeah

Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you’re happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You took all there was to take,
And left me with an empty plate
And you don’t care about it, yeah.
And I am givin' up this game
I’m leaving you with all the blame cause I don’t care, yeah, yeah yeah,

Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you’re happy now, oohh oohhh
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now? yeah, yeah, yeah.

Do you really have everything you want?
You can't ever give somethin' you ain't got
You can’t run away from yourself

Could you look me in the eye?
and tell me that you're happy now, yeah, yeah
come on, tell it to my face or have i been replaced,
are you happy now? Ohhh, ohhhh
are you happy now?

Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I’ve had all that I can take
I'm not about to break
Cause I’m happy now, ohhh, ohhh
Are you happy now?










Monday, July 20, 2009

ouh..u might missed this..

to whom it may concern...

i am too concern bout my visitors so i make it BIGGER and CLEARER here... please read this statement before you scroll down and explore my blog!!!!


i take my blog as my diary..if you feel my writing, thoughts or feelings are bullshit then you're highly suggested to leave~i wont live to please people around the world.neway...thanks for the visit. =)

i will not be responsible to any damage or injury that my visitors suffer due to unfortunate events!!!

thus, take it or leave it...THANK YOU!!!

since i am to0o0o0o CONCERN bout my visitors, i dedicate this song to all my visitors..ENJOY!!


Kill the lights by Britney Spears
DANJA INTRO:
Ladies and Gentlemen,
we interrupt our program of dance music to bring you a special bulletin from the Intercontinental Radio News.
Our very own Pop Princess,
now Queen of Pop,
has a special announcement she would like to make.

(Spoken: You're on. I think I'm ready for my close-up. Yeah.)

You don’t like me
I don’t like you
It don’t matter
Only difference you still listen
I don’t have to
In one ear and out the other I don’t need ya
Your words don’t stick
I ain’t perfect but you ain’t either

If you're feeling froggy leap
I ain’t even losin' sleep
There’s more to me than what you see
You wouldn’t like me when I’m angry

CHORUS:
Mr. Photographer
I think I’m ready for my close-up
Tonight
Make sure you catch me from my good side
Pick one
These other ha just want to be me
Is that money in your pocket or you happy to see me?

Kill the lights
(Take 'em out, turn ’em off, break ’em down)
Kill the lights
(Don’t be scared, make a move, see me now)
Kill the lights
(I feel you, watching me, watching you)
Kill the lights
(You can’t handle the truth, what happened to it?)
I killed the lights
The lights Pure. The lights Satis. The lights Faction
I killed
The lights Lights, The lights camera, The lights action
I killed
The lights Pure. The lights Satis. The lights Faction
I killed
The lights Lights, The lights camera, The lights action

All the flashin'
Tryin' to cash in
Hurts my eyes
All the poses
Out of focus
I despise
F me over
Your exposure
Not the best
If that was bad
Watch how I release this stress
Yeah

CHORUS

You’re the star now
Welcome to the big league
They all want a pic
They all wanna see… see… see
What you’re made of
What you're gonna do
Is life gonna get the best of you?

CHORUS

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah

(Laughter)



MACC: murderers, suicide, accident??

perghh~~tajuk hawt tuuuu~

ok la aku just nak share my thoughts and opinion about this case..ala2 CSI cabuk larr..
at first bila aku baca tentang case ni first thought aku suicide la pasal jatuh bangunan. tapi bila aku tengok gamba si mati..rasa mcm pelik pulak.

first aku tgk seluar die koyak kat belakang..hurm ni pelik..cam ne bleyh terkoyak kt belakang tu?setakat ni aku tengok gamba orang terjun bangunan tak penah plak aku tgk suar diorang ni koyak cam tu..so speku aku maybe sebenarnya dia ni terjatuh..pastu ada orang cube selamatkan and sempat pegang seluar je then seluar tu terkoyak pastu dia pon jatuh lalu mati or; maybe ada orang ugut2 nak bunuh die and grab dia kt bontot pastu suar tu koyak lalu jatuh dan mati..hurm maybe laa. PLUS dia landing ke sisi bukan terlentang. if terlentang then boleyh dikatakan impact koyak selari dengan kesan jatuh.

oh ye...cara dia landing pon macam pelik...selalu kalo orang nak bunuh diri..dia akan set their self free. so maknanya di sini...kalo suicide cara landing tu mungkin terlentang or tertiarap..tapi dalam kes ni simati jatuh mengiring and mengerekot [kome phm ke bahse ni??] skeyt... agak pelik la orang yang mati jatuh cam tu. so kat sini presumption aku dia ni maybe da mati or nyawa2 ikan then di humban ke bawah..konon2 nak di buat ala2 bunuh diri...

kemudiaaannn..

biler aku tgk gamba tu aku agak pelik sebab macam ada something missing...then baru aku perasan..TAKDA DARAH!!! pelik laaa..selalu kalo orang bunuh diri mesti la berdarah2 kan..orang yang eksiden pon berdarah ni kan pulak terjun bangunan.mesti la impact die tu lg dasat.tp memang takde darah langsung. paling busuk pon mesti pecah kepala, then darah kuar kat idung ke, telinga ke. selalu kalo hentakan kuat kat kepala akan menyebabkan pendarahan kat telinga. [ni dokter post mortem la cite time cousin aku eksiden.]

maka teori diatas buat aku percaya yang time dia jatuh atau dicampak dia da mati daa~ so darah pon da terhenti maka meminimumkan kesan kecederaan.chewaaahh~sembang ala2 Frank Tripp dlm CSI Miami..heheh.

lagi ape ek doubt yang ade...hurmmmm...haa...ni apa nama ni dia punya tgn tu mcm tak patah pon..ntah laa.kot la dia terjun..at least bahu dia mesti la senget2 skeyt sb patah kan..ni elok je bahu die..tp kaki tu nampak la mcm patah..so kat sini aku konpius sikit laa..maklum la aku tgk base on gamba yang ada je...KALAAAU ikut pandangan aku kaki dia patah sebab either bila dia jatuh dia cuba nak berdiri or; kalo dia da mati time jatuh kaki dia patah akibat jatuh sebab kat situ permukaan lantai dia tak rata.so maybe la impact kat simen tu buat kaki dia patah.

erm tu teori kalau dia dibunuh or tereksiden terjatuh lalu mati...

maka si pembunuh harus la orang yang berkaitan dengan kes kaaann dalam erti kata lain orang yang mungkin mempunyai liability dalam kes ni..mungkin laaa.

kalau teori bunuh diri aku percaya dia bunuh diri sebab dia tension dengan kes ni or diugut kalo dia bagi tau apa2 yang sulit kt SPRM maka tunang dia akan dibunuh ke hape ke kaan..so kat sini dia mungkin dalam dilemma. kalo tak bg tau SPRM nnt kata tak bekerjasama, kalo bekerjasama nnt tunang dia ka family members dia ka kena bunuh ke kene jual ke..so maybe la time tu dia da masuk ayaq..tak leyh pikir daa..amik langkah mudah bunuh diri...ni teori cabukk aku la nape dia bunuh diri..

tapi kalo nak relatekan cara dia jatuh dengan bunuh diri tu agak susah laaa..dengan cara landing, suar koyak tu, takde darah percik2 lagi..

o yaa..ni info yang aku baca tingkap kt bangunan tu bleyh bukak 45 darjah je...soo maka dengan itu agak musykil mcm mana si mati nak keluar dari ringkap lalu terjun..dan info juga berkata kedudukan tingkap dan tempat mangsa jatuh tak sama..- info ni tak tahu kesahihannye~~ =)

[tang jatuh tak sama tempat ni aku bayangkan maybe angin laa kott...so menolak dia pergi jauh skeyt dari tingkap tu.tapi hal tingkap yg bleyh bukak kecik je tu.....hurm ntah laa.kalo betul dia nak bunuh diri berusaha betul dia nak keluar gak ikut tingkap tu..huhu.]

berkaitan dengan kononnya ini adalah conspiracy government i bet if it YES, that will be the stupidest conspiracy to kill ever..pada aku kalo ni memang well-planned murder, takde la diorang nak campak dia kat bangunan tu..it maybe unplanned murder maybe la time soal siasat tu terpukul lebeyh so mamat tu pon goal so tak mo take liability diorang buat2 la bunoh diri..kire ni dalam keadaan akal pendek laa. IF so happen la kaannn.

lagi pon wat pe laa government nak bunoh die..saksi penting tuuu~

tapi aku maseh dalam keadaan berpendapat dia tak bunoh diri..huhu.

o ye..mengikut kata2 Horatio Caine, orang yang looking forward for happy moment takkan buat menda tak masuk akal seperti membunuh diri..ye laa si matikan bakal bapa and da register nak kawen..huk huk..sian down tunang diaa~

[btw polis da jumpe telepon si mati...kalo bunuh diri nape tak bawak fon skali?perlu ke sebelom bunuh diri campak fon kat tempat lain??owh..maybe taknak di ganggu...]

pepehal pon....biarlah yang berkuasa ni menyiasat..semoga mereka menjadi penyiasat yang telus lagi cekap dan handal ala2 Eric Delko..

sekian..setakat ni dulu saya investigator cabuk melaporkan...


Dead! by My Chemical Romance

YEAH!

And if your heart stops beating
I'll be here wondering
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I'll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won't wait
Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand? It ain't exactly what you planned.
And wouldn't it be great If we were dead?
Ohh dead.

Tongue-tied and oh so squeamish
You never fell in love
Did you get what you deserve?
The ending of your life
And if you get to heaven
I´ll be here waiting, babe
Did you get what you deserve?
The end, and if your life won´t wait
Then your heart can't take this

Have you heard the news that you're dead?
No one ever had much nice to say
I think they never liked you anyway
Oh take me from the hospital bed
Wouldn't it be grand to take a pistol by the hand?
And wouldn't it be great if we were dead?

And in my honest observation
During this operation
Found a complication in your heart
So long, Cause now you've got (now you've got)
Maybe just two weeks to live
Is that the most the both of you can give?

One, two, one two three four!

LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!
Well come on,
LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA!
LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!
Oh motherfucker!
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing? (LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing?
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why are we laughing? (LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
If life ain't just a joke (LA LA LA LA LA LA LA!)
Then why am I dead?
DEAD!





Sunday, July 19, 2009

jadikan aku yang keduaa *wink*

tadi...baru beberapa minit lepas tengah plan2 dgn rima untuk perjalanan balik tetibe kuar plak lagu yang bertajuk jadikan aku yang kedua...

heheh...sangaaattt best ok lagu niyh...

basically lagu niyh pasal seorang gadis yang tak kesah la menjadi "kekaseh kedua" orang yang dia da suke sgt niyhh..wahhh~~best tu...

setakat ni tiap kali aku suke sape2 mesti org tu da berpunya laaa..nak wat camne..yang dah berpunya tu la yang menarek..huehue..

makaaa..lagu ini ku tujukan khas kepada mereka..wahh!mereka tu..byk orang yg aku suke.heheh.

jadi post kali ini ditujukan khas kepada merekaaaa la kirenyee~..hahaha.
[macam laaa diorang baca blog aku kaaaannn.kenal pon tak...hahahaha.]

so sesape yang berminat nak melayan lagu ni aku dengan bermurah hati [mood tgh baik] kasik link utk download lagu ni..

sila tekan disini

ok laaaa...malas nak sembang panjang...korang layan la lagu ni.huhu.


Jadikan Aku Yang Kedua by Astrid
jika dia cintaimu
melebihi cintaku padamu
aku pasti rela untuk melepasmu
walau ku tau ku kan terluka

jikalau semua berbeda
kau bukanlah orang yang kupuja
tetapi hatiku telah memilihmu
walau kau tak mungkin tinggalkannya

jadikan aku yang kedua
buatlah diriku bahagia
walaupun kau takkan pernah
kumiliki selamanya

jika dia cintaimu
melebihi cintaku padamu
aku pasti rela untuk melepasmu
walau ku tau ku kan terluka


jikalau semua berbeda
kau bukanlah orang yang kupuja
tetapi hatiku telah memilihmu
walau kau tak mungkin tinggalkannya

jadikan aku yang kedua
buatlah diriku bahagia
walaupun kau takkan pernah
kumiliki selamanya

jadikan aku yang kedua
buatlah diriku bahagia
walaupun kau takkan pernah
kumiliki selamanya

[interlude]

Ooo...
jadikan aku yang kedua
buatlah diriku bahagia
walaupun kau takkan pernah
kumiliki selamanya

jadikan aku yang kedua
buatlah diriku bahagia
walaupun kau takkan pernah
kumiliki selamanya

jadikan aku yang kedua
buatlah diriku bahagia
walaupun kau takkan pernah
kumiliki selamanya

yang kedua.. yang kedua..
bahagia.. bahagia selamanya..

jadikan aku yang kedua
buatlah diriku bahagia
walaupun kau takkan pernah
kumiliki selamanya

yang kedua.. yang kedua..





Saturday, July 18, 2009

rock.me.camp5

wooooooohooooooooo...
today is the most exciting day ever...

i woke up at 5.50 early in the morning!!!heheh becauseee...
i have trip to camp5 one utama..



modus operandi: rock climbing

i never ever done this before and i even dun kno how to climb a tree. but just now surprisingly i can climb up the wall..yeahhh! for the beginning part, the instructors ask us to climb a rock that not that high as a base for the later challenge.. then come to another wall..which is higher than the first one... thank god i manage to climb both walls..

this one is the second wall

afta thaaaattt...i try to climb another part of the second wall which is a bit difficult. and i just can reach half way then i fall downnnnnnn!hahahha. but it's okayy..i'm not injured at all..i have my hero ther.. [heheh] [i'll tell bout the hero later..]

then come the challenging part..heheh..we have to use the rope [the one we hang at our waist] i climbed up quite higher larrr..but i just can finish half way cuz i lack of energy edy.. my hand shaking and my leg so0o0o weak..so i need to surrender..heheh

this one which the difficult one..hehe. i only can reach up till the top of the hole..

then move to another wall.. this wall is much2 more easier.. i manage to reach the top of the wall twice..[proud] but then later, when i try the other part of the wall... again i surrender...my hand pain already.i cannot go...huhu.

i think climbing the wall need us to use our mind and also our energy. to reach the top of the wall, what is important the step that u take. if u step on the right rocks it's not hard to reach the top of the wall.. but if on the way u climb up u have make one wrong step..u might stuck ther and surrender or u have to move backwards and find the right step.

ouh yaa~


one thing that i really proud of just now is my friend sue...
OMG~~~she's legend! i can say that she managed to climb up almost all the wall to the top!! sue...u're one iron woman!!heheh.. okay thats all for rock climbing..

the next agenda is shooooppppingggg~ actually window shoppppping laaar..
i feel like what to cry just now..huk..huk.. can u imagine u're walking at the mall that having mega sales without having moneyyyyyy??? omg~~~that was terrible okaay..

i just can see and touch those cloth.. *crying* i feel bad when i cant even effort to but a cloth worth RM60!!!! arrgghhh...very the tekanaaaann hokaayyy..

but i'm not happy if i'm not buying nything for myself..
so...........i bought A tee at zara..huk huk.. pity me..only A TEE..

ooo..yaaaa i forgot bout the hero..heheh


actually the hero is one of the instructor laar..
omg~~he's soo0o0o0 cute.heheheh i really fall in love with him at the first sight...[chewaaaaaahh!!]

call me crazy cuz i am!!!!
at first i thought that he's a chinese guy.. but actually his malay [think soo0o] based on his name.. his name soo0o sweet until i cannot right it here.[gediksss]

ok larr..i stop here.=)

*further pictures will be upload at my fb and fs..*

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Rock Me In - Britney Spears
Rock
Rock

Rockin' head space
I'm trippin' out
This is my place
What's your about?

If you come over, we can fly away
Together let's go

Take me down and you let me in
Spin me all around, I feel so dizzy
I'm falling to you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in
Can you hold me tight and don't let go?
Take me in your arms and bring me closer
Ohh I want you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in

If you want to, we can race
I'm super fast now, you wanna chase
I can fake it, because you're mine
Double time now, so get in line

If you come over, we can fly away
Together let's go

Take me down and you let me in
Spin me all around, I feel so dizzy
I'm falling to you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in
Can you hold me tight and don't let go?
Take me in your arms and bring me closer
Ohh I want you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in

Rock me in
You rock me in

My world is spinning 'round you
Don't wanna let you go
I'm lost when you're around me
Take me so far away from here

Look how I'm spinning 'round you
Don't wanna let you go
I'm lost and can't be found now
Take me down, take me down

If you come over, we can fly away
Together let's go

Take me down and you let me in
Spin me all around, I feel so dizzy
I'm falling to you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in
Can you hold me tight and don't let go?
Take me in your arms and bring me closer
Ohh I want you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in

Rock me in
You rock me in

Rock me in
You rock me in

Rock me in
You rock me in






Friday, July 17, 2009

sexuality is fluid~

Anonymous said...

ko ni mcm gaya lesbian ah.
ye ke.

July 17, 2009 3:19 PM


aku ♥ musik said...

"sexuality is fluid" haha~

July 17, 2009 4:29 PM

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hahaha...so funny how people easily judge others based on her blog...

to ms/mr/mrs anon...

my philosophy on sexuality is "sexuality is fluid"

u can twist to be gay today but then suddenly tomorrow u're straight again~

u can claim urself the straightest person ever today but nex week who knows suddenly u met "someone" that may twist ur sexuality...

some of the best quote from my feveret tv show says...

"It is one moment in your life. It's not going to define who you are."

"most girls are straight 'til they're not, and then, sometimes they're gay 'til they're not."

for me..everything is from ur own self..u urself have to decide whether to be gay,straight, lesbian or bisex!!

this is what i call self-preservation~if u dun want to involve with this taboo matter just stay away from it..

got da point dude???

i dun kno which part of my blog that so0o0o lesbian..

i thought maybe i stated that i am totally deeply in love with kate moennig..haha. well yeah~ she's hawt!!! cannot deny it at all~~

to ms/mr/mrs anon or whoever la outside ther...pls dun narrowing ur mind and thoughts. =)


Playgirl - Ladytron


Playgirl, why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, why are you dancing when you could be alone?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, choking on cigarettes won't get you along
Hey, playgirl

Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown

Playgirl, why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, why are you dancing when you could be alone?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, choking on cigarettes won't get you along
Hey, playgirl

Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown
Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown

Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown
Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Hey playgirl, hey playgirl

Foreign coin on a telephone box
A question mark on a calendar
An empty seat on the alpha line
A sorting code, an account number

Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown





bitter chocolate for bitter heart

just now..while i'm walking in MMU..i heard this conversation..

a: ko lain dowh ko lembut
b: huh?asal lak aku lembut???
a: hahaha
b: weyyyy..menari bukan lembutlaa..menari tu menari laa.tak semestinya lembut..

me: smiling with bitter heart..




how dare a "FRIEND" makes that statement to his friend??? for me... that's rude! u're degrading your own friend! if so happen that u think ur friend is 'lembut' just buried it larrr..

unless ur friend never mind at all when u call him "lembut".heheh.

i have lots of "lembut" friends..even one of my best buddy is lembut..and he never mind at all if i call him "pondan" "gay" or watsoever namess...becauseeeeee...i accept him as he is and never ever degrading him by making any statement that surely will hurt him..

but...when other person play fool with who he is [his lembut-ness] he surely straight away "mengadu" to me..he cant accept when other person teasing him with gals name or calling him with bad names like "bapok""pondan"...bla blaa..

ok larrr...enough of the bitter heart story..

here is a bitter chocolate story


neway..just now while i'm in ucenter.. suddenly i'm craving for chocolate..so i pick beryl's black bitter chocolate. which is veeeeeeerrrryyyyyy yummy~heheh..i dun think most people love it..but me..ya i love it. and i'm eating it right now..heheh.

frankly speaking..i'm not a person that really into chocolate..but when it comes to certain situation and circumstances...i really2 need a chocolate or..........[too obscene]haha.

today i choose chocolate since i dont have the other option..heheh.

i almost finish the chocolate now..heheh..

ok lar...actually i'm not feeling well now..so0oo0 i need a rest..daa~

tatatititutu

song for today....

Bitter Heart - Zee Avi
Sun rays come down
As seen when it hit the ground
Children spinning around
Till they fall down down down
I wait for you
It’s been two hours now
you’re still somewhere in town
Your dinner’s getting cold

I rest my case
You were always this late
you know how much I hate
Waiting around round round

Bitter heart, bitter heart
Tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart
Shadows will help you try to hide
Bitter heart my bitter heart
Is getting just a little fragile
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine

And then you come
And tell me same reason
As you did yesterday
So tell me what’s her name

dam di dum dum...

Bitter heart, bitter heart
Tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart
Shadows will help you try to hide
Bitter heart my bitter heart
Is getting just a little fragile
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine

Of mine ... (5x)




Thursday, July 16, 2009

mengata dulang paku serpih...

perghhh..peribahasa siottt!
ni le ape namenye teman ni ade le nak ceghite skeyt ni..
skeyt je..idok le banyak mane..
moge2 kite sume idok le jadi rope ini yakkkk~

benornye nak ngaborkann pasei oghang zaman le ni...
ye le..skang ni oghang keliling bukan main lagi ngate oghang lain..
macam le deme tu beghesih benor...

tadi teman dok berporem..
ade le kuor cite pasei budok umor pat belaih taon kantoi beromen..
ate ape lagi...deme di porem tu kan main lagi le ngutuk budok tu...
kecik2 udoh menggatei katenye..

peh tu teman pikior..
deme ni macam tak de anak bini..
kot le ni tak de pon, nnt2 mesti le ade yeak...
ce tetibe anak deme buat ghope tu plak..
ha baghu ngange time tu...

pade teman le...
kot nak amik ceghite jadi teladan tak ngape le..
udoh tau perangai budok le ni burok..
kene le pepandei jage anak...
ini idok ponnnn...
seghonok nak ngumpat je...

tu hei dlm porem..
ni hei depan mate lagi teman nyampoh nengoknye..
dulu labunnye lain...le ini udoh "meghasa" senyaaaappp..

dulu.....ni teman nak ngabor..
ade le hamba Allah soghang ni..
bkn main lagi ngutuk awek2 seksi..
bkn tu je.....siap ngate oghang yang bawak balik gelpren/boipren
tapi le ni............
hurm...die pulok yang buattt..

tu le..
len kali mulot tu jage ler skeyt..
udoh tau awok tu bukannyee maksum tok soh le ngutuk2 oghang...
ha skang ni meghase le kamu...

aih~~
ngape le manusie ni gemor buat bende2 lagha ni??

ate udoh le tu yeak..
kome2 pikior2 ler sendighi...
teman beghansor dulu le yeak...

ate kome dengor le lagu ni..buat halwe telinga..

Kantoi - Zee Avi
Semalam
i call you
you tak answer
you kata
you keluar pergi dinner
you kata you keluar dengan kawan you
but when i called tommy he said it wasn't true

so i drove my car pergi damansara
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola
tapi bila i sampai you
you tak ada
lagi lah i jadi gila

so i call and call sampai you answer
you kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar
my phone was on silent
i was at the gym
tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain

sudah lah sayang
i don't believe you
i've always known that your words were never true
why am i with you i pun tak tahu
no wonder lah my friends pun tak suka you

so i guess that's the end of our story
akhir kata she accepted his apology
tapi last last kita dapat tahu
she was cheating too
with her ex-boyfriend's best friend
tommy...

kantoi

mengata orang dia yang lebih....

I aM Me~

by this time~~
nothing to share...
my life just as usual..
go to class, missed the class [heheh]
go makan...
sleep until late evening..
gossiping with my friends..
facebook-ing
err....what else~~
i think that's all..
haha.

but then....ohMy GoD~~

i totally forgot..my blog had reach one year edy...
my first blog post was on 3rd July 2008!!
happy belated beday my beloved online diary!
hope i still can write in peace here~ heee..
ok laaa..i'm going to off now..
daaa~

suddenly i love this song..enjoy..

i am me once more - zee avi
No...
I really don't think so
that you'd think i'd be incapable
of being on my own

No...
i really don't think so
that i would for a second let you
back in through my door

I have spent
many a-nights even when
you were by my side
i shed tears i couldn't dry

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more
And I take pride
in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean
i am me, once more

You would turn
your head the other way
so you wont have to listen
to what i had to say

You assumed
that i needed you
but you didnt realize that
i needed no one but myself

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more
And I take pride
in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean
i am me, once more


Tuesday, July 14, 2009

tidor jea~~

asik2 tido..
aih...skang ni aku memang gila tido..
dulu takde la rajin tido mcm ni...

ntah ape yang letih pon aku tak tau...

ok laaa...aku nak tido..

*saje je gedik2 kt blog ni..hahaha.


s`lamat tidur by Sheila On 7

Waktunya padamkan bara
Setelah lelah bekerja
Waktunya pejamkan mata
Dan tiada lagi berkata
Selamat tidur...
Selamat tidur....




Tuesday, July 7, 2009

piSsEd OfF!!!

hadirin sekalian...
kali ni blog post aku berbaur makian yang dasat!

aku da tak leyh tahan lagi!!!
^&%^^**^#$%^&
giler melampau niyh!!
semalam sapu....
sehari suntuk dia xdak umah...
clean je bilik..

tadi...
aku balik..
dia ada umah..
bilik mcm syaitaaaaaaannnnn!!!
hellllooooo~~~
boleyh tak compromise skeyt~
rambut ko tu da la panjang tebal plak tu...
sangat menggelikannnn!!!

ni ha penuh kt meja aku rambut dia tu!!
tension!tension!

da la yang di bilik sebelah ni menjerit sekuat2 hati!!
mcm xda orang lain dok dalam umah ni!!!
seriously totally pissed off!!!

dengan bebudak utemm lagi..
aku tak paham la dgn diorang tu...
bleyh tak kepala tu tak yah kuar tingkap..
pastu terjerit2...
macam gha mim pa nga!!

urghh...ape la nasib aku kene pindah kt umah cam ni...
sangat inconvenience!!!!
i hate it!

full stop


I'm Not OK by My Chemical Romance

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)