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Assalamualaikum.

it's been almost a year i didn't update my blog. well i think I've lost my writing skill as well. forgive me if my sentences all upside down. i feel like i am a newbie here.

anyway, chambering had over. i've called to the bar on 21st November 2011 and now working as LA. Technically speaking, i'm officially a lawyer. welcome to adulthood Shafiqah!!!

my circle of life is almost complete.

2011 is almost over. and it is not too much for me to claim 2011 as the most challenging year i ever face.

Chambering was challeging but still i have fun during the 10 months period. Chamber at Messrs Nik Saghir & Ismail was an exciting moment. No matter how people try to put me down, i still have friends that helped me to stand back.

When i'm done with chambering, i thought it is something that i should cheer for. (as how i did when i've completed my degree) but i'm wrong. totally wrong. there's something that more challenging awaits. it's call working.

working is a serious issue. it's all about yourself and your presentation. honestly, sometimes i think i'm not yet ready for this phase. i'm still a young girl who loves to fool around, make stupid jokes and always have a happy moment.

but i'm wrong again. i'm 24 years old and i have a lots of responsibility.

Being a lawyer requires u to be far more mature than your age. you cant have a good laugh at the office unless your boss shows some sense of humour which require you to laugh. being a lawyer means you're always mentally prepared to be scold in front of others. in another words- you must have a very thick face. being a lawyer means you will never have a good rest until the time when everyone wish you R.I.P.

one of a senior lawyer once said that law is a jealous mistress. it may destruct your family institution, your friendship and even your personal interest. but, my inner thoughts says, if law is my mistress, she's under my control. she's nothing without me.

thus, i take pride to always hold on my life principle that whatever shits happen in my life, my family is my priority. if u don't love your family as much as i love mine, that's your personal problem. don't drag me into your lifestyle.

thanks.

Mirr0r mirr0w on the wall, please wake her up.

N0rmal situati0n:

u enter a new office. Everything is new to y0u. The pe0ple, the smell, the envir0nment. Everything are total strange to y0u. Once you enter, the first thing to do are to smile and give g0od impressi0n b0ut us to every0ne.

The sec0nd thing t0 do is to make friend. Wait!!! Yes y0u can make friend but it must be with cauti0us cuz everything are new to y0u. To make friend, y0u must listen n just speak when it's necessary. Make sure u speak s0mething w0rth to be c0ncern.

The next thing is w0rk. Y0u're in the office. So of c0s y0u'll be assign to w0rk related or s0metimes err m0st of the time n0t related to ur j0b sc0pe. But, since u're new, y0u're under obligati0n to abide. And whatever it takes, y0u have to finish ur w0rk on y0ur own.

*imp0rtant n0tes: never g0ssipping or asking awkward questi0n that may tarnish ur reputati0n. Ur curi0sity may kill y0u.you may kn0w bout anything in the office as time g0es by.

Awkward situati0n:

on y0ur 1st day, u speak as u're having pr0blem with Letter R.

Next,u keep speak in english with every0ne as u're b0rn in UK, study in Aussie and live in canada. Which u actually just same like every0ne.

Next awkward situati0n, it's ur 2nd day in the office and u're g0ssipping b0ut staff.

Apart fr0m that, u also asking awkward questi0n. C0me 0n peep!! Keep ur curi0sity until certain time.

Last but n0t least u're n0thing here s0 st0p elevate urself as if u're wiser than every0ne here.

And n0w ur attitude ann0yed people here. Sigh...

why i don't blog as much as before

here i am in the office at night.

i'm quite boring now. i'm currently waiting for my cute lil lawyer finalized her submission before we can bind it.

thus, i take this "precious moment" to write something here.

honestly i miss writing. i miss the time when i can blog about anything at anytime i want.

but now, sadly.. i have no internet connection at home and it is not appropriate for me to blog at the office when i have other things which are more important to do.

sigh...

and more terrible, i cant register the mobile blog thinggy!! fuck~~ i've tried several times but no response..i wonder where does it goes wrong.. T_T

my dear blog, it is not that i purposely abandoned u. u're always in my heart. u're the only place where i can expressed my deepest words..

ok peepsss~~have to go.. its already past nine!!

self-obsessed

hello people.

today is a twelfth day of 2011. so far everything is just ok. ouh i'm at the office now. been very lazy to complete my job, so i decided to write here and makes it LLB (looks like busy) time.

just now, i was browsing a blog that recommended by my sweet, cute, fashionable friend cik in-chan. well neway it just a blog of a girl that very into herself.

her picture are all over her posts. yes her photos are beautiful. kudos to the photographer. but to much photo of you in your blog sometimes will make it looks like you're self obsessed. sory babe..

i've read some of your post and most of ur post are concern on people who offended you. i wonder whats wrong with you. if there are only two or three people that offended you, well that's considered normal. but when it is more than that, i bet there's something wrong somewhere about you.

i dont know you at all. so i will not judging you. but i assumed that maybe they are sick of your self-obsessed act.

hopefully this girl realise that she is living in a huge community. so put photos[i mean a lot ] of you on your blog and talking like u're fashion diva may make people want to puke!!

however, as u states in ur blog, it's ur blog and it is up to you what u gonna say or publish. thus, don't pissed off if anyone critics or makes some idiotic comments because just like u, they also have the same freedom of expression. if u hates those comments, then dont published.

Kesha - We Are Who We Are

Hot and dangerous
If you’re one of us, then roll with us
‘Cause we make the hipsters fall in love
And we’ve got hot-pants on enough
And yes of course because we’re running this town just like a club
And no, you don’t wanna mess with us
Got Jesus on my necklace

I’ve got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

[chorus]
Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!
We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
It’s about damn time to live it up
I’m so sick of being so serious
It’s making my brain delirious!
I’m just talkin’ truth

I’m telling you ’bout the s— we do
We’re sellin’ our clothes, sleepin’ in cars
Dressin’ it down, hittin’ on dudes (HARD!)


I’ve got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let’s go-o-o (Let’s go!)

[chorus]
Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!
We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up
DJ turn it up

Tonight we’re going hard
Just like the world is ours
We’re tearin’ it apart
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

We’re dancing like we’re dumb
Our bodies go numb
We’ll be forever young
You know we’re superstars
We are who we are!

OW!

it's 2011....

time now is 00.11 date 1.1.11

good bye 2010. it's so sad to leave you 2010. 2010 is a year of joy. i love 2010 as much as i hate 2009. all the good things happen in 2010. [you guys can browse my post in 2010. i'm so happy and everything when so well.] even though there were things that make me sad there are always good things that can cheer me up again.

i do enjoy my self in 2010. i thing 2010 is so meaningful year. however, it's time for 2010 to closing down so no matter what i have to move on and enjoy my life in 2011.

seriously i dont feel happy with this new year. i'm scared to go thru this year. all i can hope for is a fine life, without any emotional problems and no fuck up things happen on me. hopefully everything that i plan when well.

happy new year readers!!! may this year brings more joy to us.

A love letter

To: MR. "i have no idea who you are"

Dear sir,

REQUEST TO APPEAR AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
_______________________________________

I refer to the above matter.

Please be informed that my mother had mention about our wedding for numerous time. Thus, it will be much obliged for you to appear before me as soon as possible. Your presence would be much necessity at this time so that i have someone in mind when my mother talk about our wedding once again.

I also would like to enlighten you that, regardless where you are, it is mandatory for you to be presence before me.

Your cooperation in this matter are highly obligated.

Your prompt attention and urgent action upon this matter are highly appreciated.

Thank You.

Yours Faithfully,

when my mom ask me about M.A.R.R.I.A.G.E

ting tonggggg....hellooo anybody home......

hello dusty blog. so sorry for not updating u about two months!! i'm so busy with my new life and KL sux!! i dun hv internet at my place here. sigh~~

anyway..im currently striving and surviving as a chambie at this coolest office. everybody seems so nice here. =D

ok straight to the topic of marriage, last night i was on the phone with my mom. i was telling her about my future planning on becoming one most successful lawyer. i also told her that i think i want to work abroad.

then my mom ask me " abih tak yah kawen??" at that point of time, i'm speechless. it feels weird when my mom asking me about marriage which is something that i never think of. once i hung up the fon, i started thinking bout it. seriously i never thought that my mom will concern about me getting married since she always treat me like a young naughty girl.haha

as always i answered her in a ridiculous way when she ask me about marriage. my common answers are"tunggu la dekno ngorat anak menteri" or "dekno nak kt ashraf muslim je. mak gi ar masuk meminang dia"

i bet my mom suddenly become concern about my marriage because i already finish my study. thus, the next thing to concern on is about marriage. no momm...i need to build my career first. let me have something in hand then maybe i can think about marriage. and i'm still young to0o. i'm just 23. i have plenty of time to dive in the sea of man and find someone that fit me best. =D "people said, there's a plenty fish in the water :D"

but for now, seriously i dont really into marriage. maybe i cant find any suitable partner, or maybe because i feel comfortable living on my own. - no commitment-

however, i cant say anything bout something in future. i'm not a fortune teller~!! :D

we'll see in 4 to 5 years time. maybe i'm married or maybe i'm still single and ready to mingle.

* to meet a guy that really can take u as u are and being so much understanding is so difficult. if i do find one, it's either he's TAKEN or he's GAY. heheh

A Man's World - Jadyn Maria feat Katy Perry

heeeeeey, ay ay ay ay ay ya (x3)
i bought him a drink before he could get away,
and in the morning sewed his jeans, they look better on me anyway
yeah i got the beauty but i got the brains,
so don't play with me boy cause i'll beat you at you're own game.

CHORUS:
it's a man's world but i'm the type of girl
really doesn't matter cause i can do it better
in a man's world but i'm the type of girl
it won't even phase me cause i'm that kind of lady (x2)

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
know where i'm going, don't need directions.
sit back boy, i'll teach you a lesson.
i'ma kiss you first, don't need your permission.
cause girls like me break the tradition.

it's a man's world but i'm the type of girl
really doesn't matter cause i can do it better
in a man's world but i'm the type of girl
it won't even phase me cause i'm that kind of lady (x2)

you gotta be
kiddin' me
to think that i should be listening
every word
you're telling me
... it's not working
they must be outta their mind
they must be crazy
this could be just a waste of time
cause it's a, cause it's a

it's a man's world but i'm the type of girl
really doesn't matter cause i can do it better
in a man's world but i'm the type of girl
it won't even phase me cause i'm that kind of lady (x2)