musik is the best damn thing!

musik is the only things that can suit people no matter in what kind of situation they are in.
musik is so universal that unite people.
musik is for everyone regardless their status, age, religion and race.
musik could be a means for people to express their feelings.
musik, though it's not a living things, but it makes people feel alive.
musik inspired every heart that hopeless, lost and empty.
musik shares our joy and sorrow.

musik is the best damn thing that idk how to describe how it helps me to go thru every single day in my life.
when i'm happy, mad, lost temper, sad, confuse, falling, drowning well in short no matter what i feel, musik is there to shares my feeling.

♥ i LOVE you MUSIK ♥

The Story by Zee Avi

Broken dreams, broken dreams,
hopin' some day you'll see me.
Sky is gray, sky is gray,
but I'm dancin in the rain.
Live to sway, live to sway,
will you remember my name?
Live a lie, live a lie,
why don't you ask yourself why?

Don't you open your eyes?

Only the moon, only the moon, only the moon,
will hear my plea.
Only the creatures of the night,
will harmonize with me.
Missed you so, missed you so,
and I wondered if you know;
The wind has blown me in this corner
and it's hard to let go.

That's the story, that's the story
of you and me

That's the story, that's the story
of you and me

good night good day!!

as i declared 3rd february 2010 is the best day i ever had, now it's 4th february and i hope this goodness will always with me. i am so happy today. everything is just going well and lots of unexpected things happen. it's been quite sometimes that i didnt feel this good.

ok then. i'm just being here to remark my best day. nanytess everyone!! *drowning mode*

Bring Me Flowers by Hope

I haven’t got a clue if you’re the one
But I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
I wanna do this right
Don’t wanna waste this night
But I’m drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

I’m a little scared to hold you close
Cause I just might never ever let you go
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Oh, do do do do do do do

Your heart cares for nothing in return
And I’m just taking
Taking you in
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Close my eyes
And dream for miles
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

i wish i am invisible.....to certain people.

Case 1

i was walking from my office to the restaurant nearby, suddenly;

"hye awakkk.sorang je??baik2 jalan tuuu. nak abang temankan ke?"

Case 2

i was waiting my bro to fetch me and....

"fuiyooooo...anak mami tuuu..giler cantek. ada nombor telepon?"

Case 3

i was cleaning my house and then came the annoying voice againnn

"fewwwitttttttt. hye awak. nama saya faiz.kawan saya adam. awakkk.oooo awakk. nama awak ape??"

case 4,5,6,7,8,9,10...........................[countless]

"different situation with similar kind of statement"

well..yeah i bet 99.99% of girls had face this annoying situation until we're like immune to it. but sometimes, i highly wish i can choose to be invisible in real life, just like in ym. i can choose to whom i am visible and to whom i am not. and with that i dont need to face all sorts of persons that obviously annoyed me to the max!

unfortunately, i cant. and i apparently i have no choice but to face it.

i wonder why some boys enjoy doing all those annoying thingy. cant they just let girls live freely in this world? urghh~ i understand if they do love girlss but i dont understand the need to disturb our peaceful life.

anyway~may God bless them! and i highly hope one day, it will be the other way around. people says karma exist. so maybe one day, it's girls time to tease boys. and on that particular time, they will understand how unpleasant the situation they are in.

i dedicated this song to all boys out there :D

Listen Up by Oasis

Listen up
What's the time said today
I'm gonna speak my mind
Take me up
To the top of the world
I wanna see my crime

Day by day
There's a man in a suit
Who's gonna make you pay
For the thoughts
That you think and the words
They won't let you say

One fine day
Gonna leave you all behind
It wouldn't be so bad
If I had more time

Sailing down a river alone
I've been trying to find
My way back home
But I don't believe in magic
Life is automatic but I don't mind being on my own
No, I don't mind being on my own

(repeat from top)

Sailing down a river alone
I've been trying to find
My way back home
But I don't believe in magic
Life is automatic
But I don't mind being on my own
I said that I don't mind
Being on my own
No, I don't mind being on my own
I said I don't mind being on my own

yeaa!!akhirnya dapat tulis kat sini.


tadi selesailah sudah presentasi aku. syukur alhamdullillahhh. segalanya da habihh..la ni aku nak focus tang mooting plak.

aku rasa mcm susah je mooting nii..hehe. nak kene keje keraih skeyt.kang malu je dgn junior.huhu.

aku rasa tahun ni adalah tahun bz aku. mcm2 agenda. memule presentasi. kendian mooting, pastu midterm and final exam, pastu kakak kawen. pastu ntah la ape lg.

hah! kakak kawen. ni aku nak citer skeyt. sepanjang 4 bulan aku kat kuale, aku je yang gi settle hal kawen kakak. mcm aku plak yang nak kawen.

pegi kedai printing, amoi tu tanye, "u yang nak kawen ke?"
gi kedai nyonya bunga telur "u nak kawen bulan berapa?"
gi kedai gambo "ooo ini ke anak yang nak kawen tu?" - uncle tu tanye kt mak aku.
gi kedai pengantin "yang ini ke yang bertunang hari tu?"
gi deal dgn org catering "yang ini ke yang nak kawen nye?"

haihhh~~ape nak buat sume pn aku yg handle. jatuh saham aku je.heheh.

ape2 pn since aku pengapit akak aku, so aku pn nak la glemer gak.hehe. tapi tu laa mak andam kata takleyh mekap beria. kang aku kawen da tak naik seri katanye. haih~mcm2 pantang larang.

tak kurang gak member2 kat opis kate kang kawen lambat kalo jd pengapit. haha. tapi aku tak kesah ponn~kawen la umor berape pn. bukannye umor 30 ke ataih tu haram kawen ye dak..

anyway..apa yang pasti aku da gumukk!! oh no~~skang ni aku betoi2 nak kena kuruih balikkkk sebelom raya cina. pasai nnt raya cina aku nak pi tempah baju pengapit.haha.

maka dengan itu, bermulalah diet aku. makan sehari sekali je. ayaq mati 2liter setiap hari dan rajin2 la berjalan. wat mase ni aku tak pi jogging lg pasai idop maseh tak stabil.haha.

maybe esok lusa la aku pi jogging. td igt nak pi jogging, tapi da letih. kang pengsan plak aku tgh padang.haha.

ha lagi satuuu haiii~~ni memang sadisss! aku rasa macam nak ilang nyawa. pc aku ni aku rasa bervirus.pasai dia suka restart. so aku igt nak format balik. esok lusa la kot aku antaq pi kedai. nak format sendiri takot tak jadi plak. pasai ni melibatkan virus jahanam trojan! eloklah orang yang lg expert yg formatkan..haih..format lg.sian pc aku nii.ntah berapa kali format aku pn tak berapa igt.huhu.

jadi dengan itu tamat la post kali ini. nanti kot ada mende menarik aku nak share ke, nak ngumpat ke, nak mengadu nasib ke aku mai lg. skang ni idop tonggang langgang lg.tak leyh nak pikiaq.haha.

Hanging By A Moment by Lifehouse

I'm desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all i've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking

Completely incomplete

I'll take your invitation

You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all i've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing i know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

And I don't know what I'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose

Nothing else to find

There's nothing in the world

That can change my mind

There is nothing else

There is nothing else

There is nothing else

I'm desperate for changing

Starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you

Letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know

I'm running and not quite sure where to go

I don't know what i'm diving into

Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment

Hanging by a moment

Hanging by a moment

Hanging by a moment here with you

fucking goodbye 2009. a very big welcome 2010.

finally, akhirnya, inilaaahh ni laaah diaa dia ni laaah yang dinanti2kan. fucking goodbye 2009. woooooohoooo!!!

setelah dirundum malang bertimpa2, akhirnya berakhirlah 2009 ini. dengan harapan malang yang bertimpa2 ini berhentilah di sini.

kalo korang2 pembaca blog perasan, tahun 2009 ni mcm2 jenih masalah menimpa. tengok la balik previous2 post aku. hehe.

esok, bermulanya tahun baru. dan aku sangat mengharap 2010 akan menjadi tahun yang bertuah buat aku. semoga apa yang akan aku lalui esok dan 12 bulan mendatang adalah hari2 yang bahagia.

ouh ye..resolution aku utk 2010 ni adalah:-
- aku nak kurus.kalo tak dpt selim mcm dulu pn, at least aku fit. hehe.

- aku jugak nak belajar rerajin. since aku da EPSILON ni, aku xmo la main banyak sgt. aku nak tumpukan pada setadi plak. most important, aku berdoa semoga aku dpt habiskan sume subjek dalam tahun ni.amiiiinnnnnnnnnnn. [korang pon doala utk aku skali]

- erm lagi pe ek azam aku.urmmm. tu je kottt.

yang penting aku nak aku go thru 2010 ni dgn penuh semangat juga tanpa masalah2 yang akan mengganggu gugat kesejahteraan hati dan nurani aku.heheh.

ha lagi satu. tadi tamat lah sudah prektikel aku td.heheh.sempat la buat gudbye party kt opis.huhu. pasni bleyh la aku tido lama2.hahahaha.

rasanye tu je aku nk tulih sempena berakhirnya tahun puaka 2009 dan kedatangan tahun baru penuh harapan 2010.

dengan itu

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 READERS!!!!!!

This Is It by Staind

Here we are
With nowhere else to go
And that's so far from where we all could be but
If you feel like disappearing you should take this for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green

There you are, you dream of something better
What's so wrong with what you thought was true
If all the colors are disappearing
You should take this one for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green

This is it, this is it, this is it, this is it
If you feel like disappearing
You should take this for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green
This is it, this is it

fresh air

when i'm not in the good mood, i need fresh air. fresh environment. maybe a different panorama will do.

i need to do something outside of my routine just to cool down this anger, my dissatisfaction heart, to forget everything that just mess my mind.

thus,

i choose to stay far away from "this" mess for awhile.
i choose to go to window shopping just to have a "beautiful" scenery.
i choose to eat something that i really craving for :D
i choose to listen to some songs which i less listen to.
i choose to cry which i'm not into it.
i choose to do something that obviously i hate it.

i choose all that just because i have buried everything deep inside my heart for quite sometime and now, my heart cant take it anymore.

people do said that we should always forgive and forget.

i am forgive and forget until the same thing happen and i cant my help my self from think of the past! the fucking PAST!

how on earth i can love and respect someone that never show me one. fuck off!fuck it! whatever!!

people might say that i'm silly and childish to upset over nada-nada things. but they never know how i try to respect and mingle someone that never respect me.

it such a bullshit when u expect someone that u never respect to respect u!!

u dun deserve anything from me until u show me some respect! huh~~

towards the end

December. yeay~finally we're in december. but i'm not talking bout the end of this year but the end of LEGAL ATTACHMENT!!!!yes!yes!yes!

tak sabar nak habisss.neway tak sabar nak habis bukan sebab i hate the job, but just i think i need rest. [refer to my previos post :D]

on 31st Dec akan tamatlah tugas aku sebagai prektikel "loyer" kat firm yang pada aku sangat cool. dari loyer ke manager ke kerani - sumenye cool belaka. and i really dun hv to think twice to become one of them. [macam tak sabar plak nak chamber kt firm tu.heheh.]

kalau dikira2 ada la lebeyh kurang 3 minggu lagi.tolak cuti krismas dgn awal muharram, 20 hari je lagi. erm..sekejap je lagi~~

pastu da kena busykan diri dengan final repot.aih cam ne la aku nk buat final repot ni...maseh takda idea lagi niyh...nex week aku igt nak start da skeyt2. ye la nnt takde la rushing sgt. *huhu.semangat plak nak buat final repot.*

ouh.lagi satu agenda aku.mooting. hurm...aku da baca case.nampak mcm ok.tapi tak tau laaa kot2 susah nak dapat case support. hal mooting ni pon nak kene pikir gak.aih~~banyak plak menda nak pikir.

ouh.another thing that towards the end-aku nye study laaa.harap2nye aku dapat complete study aku in 2010. pembaca2 blog doakan la aku ek. cepat sket aku jd loyer.huhu.dan aku paling teramat berharap, 2010 akan jadi tahun yang better than 2009. kalo korang ada follow blog aku, korang paham la betapa bermasalah nya aku dalam tahun 2009 ni.huhu.

ok laaa.nak tido.esok teman keghoje.hehe.daaaaaa~

Sing for Absolution - Muse

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

our wrongs remain unrectified
and our souls won't be exhumed