Thursday, March 25, 2010

my greatest drugs!!!

1. my pc!!

- obviously i cant live without my pc. i'll feel something missing in my life if i dont use it for one day. and i'm gonna miss it like crazy when i'm goin' back to my hometown.

2 my musik

- i feel incomplete if i dont listen to my playlist for a day. i'm gonna miss it so0o bad. and i only enjoy listening to the musik i love thru my pc. dun ask me why cuz idk~ =]

3. apo?

- yeah for this greatest medicine i need to credited to my sis as she the one that introduce me to this wonderful magazine or comic?i think apo? is both comic and magazine. =) apo? always be the best medicine when i am emotionally unstable.

4. nescafe ice - must be the deep chill sensation manufactured by nestle.

- i love this drink from alpha. yea its taste do helps me to chill. and i will drink it when i need to stay up and study or just to feel good. basically apo? and nescafe ice have the same function and effect.

5. bed

- this is the last resort when all of the above are not working. the best things to do is lying on my bed and sleeep!!!


drugs which i wish to own.

1. punching bag!

- i love punching bag!!!! and i really want it so that when i'm stress, i can punch it like hell!!

2. guitar

- since i love musik. and one of my favourite instrument is guitar, so i wish to own a guitar. but...for now, it still pending until further notice. my mom not allowed me to own a guitar untilll i completed my studyyy. y lar maaakkkk?? :'(


yea for now that's all my greatest drugs. and now i am enjoying my self with all of them. pc, musik, apo?, nescafe and bed. punching bag and guitar are coming sooonn.hahaha.



Blind by Lifehouse

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched, helpless
As she turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this while
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go...




Wednesday, March 24, 2010

the lots of things!!!

homaigod!!it's been a long time i didnt wrote here.

it's not that i have nothing to share. but it just me that so damn effing busy. i have tonnessss of things to do.

and here is the list.

1. assignments
2. mid terms
3. mooting
4. law night
5. shopping [as it related to law night]
6. yea most of the time MOOTING!!


up till now...i still hv 3 assignments to go, 1 mid term, law night is coming this friday and i've done with my fucking mooting and soo does shopping.

ermm the shopping...i'm not so sure if i'm done.hahahaha. i'm thinking of buying some accessories but i'm not a person that loves them. they are just for the sake of law night. so0o i'm not sure bout that.hehe.

the mooting. yea i've done it!!completely done!!and as usual we lost!!hahaha. i dont care and i dont want to care. whatever sir "locus standi". i kno u loves so much locus standi until u keep asking that. wish to see u one fine day :)

then what??nothing.

actually there's a lot of things that i would like to share..but i cant remember them. nvm. maybe next time.

ok laaa.i just drop by to update something.or else i forget my blog password.hehe.daaaaa~~

just now, i've this sentimental mode and been listening to this sad love song. to all readers, enjoy this song =)


That's Why You Go Away by Michael Learns To Rock

Baby won't you tell me
why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
but there is something left in my head

Chorus:
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head

Chorus:
Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore



Saturday, March 6, 2010

all the good things!!

2009

i hate 2009.
i hate this year!!
i feel like someone cursing me soooo bad!
i need sugar to add into my life!!
my emotional is running so0o high like it just took lots of ice!!
obviously i am emotionally sick!
i am fucking restless and sick of exam!!
lots of issues and lots of dissatisfaction heart!
lots of relationship problem!

2010

yea it's a good beginning.
good long day.
my emotion is under control.
a bit upset but then being compensate with something that obviously unexpected!!
all those 2009's misery seem like gone already!!
everything is just going well.
lots of unexpected things happen!! and i
In Joy And Sorrow by HIM

Oh girl we are the same
we are young and lost and so afraid
there's no cure for the pain
no shelter from the rain
All our prayers seem to fail

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart

Oh girl we are the same
we are strong and blessed and so brave
with souls to be saved and faith regained
all our tears wipe away

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart

In joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
(And my home's in your arms)
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
(And it is breaking my heart)
in joy and sorrow my home's in your arms
(My home's in your arms)
in world so hollow it is breaking my heart
(And it is breaking my heart)