Wednesday, February 24, 2010

in between

should i? or should not i?
should i? or should not i?
should i? or should not i?
should i? or should not i?
should i? or should not i?
should i? or should not i?
should i? or should not i?
should i? or should not i?
should i? or should not i?


whutta tough decision~~


Crushcrushcrush by Paramore

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush
Crush
Crush
Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
No, oh

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one-two of us, who's counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this
Ohoh ohoh ohoh
Oooh...




Tuesday, February 23, 2010

after all the shits, hey look!! there's a flower!!

ermmm...[smiling, scratching head, thinking, blurring, smiling]

after all the unacceptable "judgment" that i've face before, it's totally unbelievable that me and my co-counsel make it to the next stage. i do happy and speechless..wondering how they calculating the marks..neway i've make it to top four over 44 group...wooo hooooooo~~

obviously i really feel like i'm dreaminggg! and it's kinda weird when all my friends congratulate me and my co-counsel miss freda :)

anyway the question is there,and it's the same question. hopefully i can do better than before.

at this moment, i really thankful to ALLAH for this good things. after all the shits happen to me, now i can smile. and with full heart i pray that all the good things will always with me.

ok ciao! i'm so speechless to say anything else. it just that i am so fucking happy!! *grinningggg*



*if only i could share this happy moment with u...*



Don't Dream It's Over by Sixpence None The Richer

There is freedom within, there is freedom without,
Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup.
There's a battle ahead, many battles are lost,
But you'll never see the end of the road,
While you're traveling with me.

Hey now, hey now,
Don't dream it's over.
Hey now, hey now,
When the world comes in,
They come, they come,
To build a wall between us.
We know they won't win.

Now I'm towing my car, there's a hole in the roof.
My possessions are causing me suspicion but there's no proof.
In the paper today, tales of war and of waste,
But you turn right over to the T.V. page.

Hey now, hey now,
Don't dream it's over.
Hey now, hey now,
When the world comes in,
They come, they come,
To build a wall between us.

We know they won't win.

- MUSIC INTERLUDE -

Now I'm walking again to the beat of a drum.
And I'm counting the steps to the door of your heart.
Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof,
Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief.

Hey now, hey now,
Don't dream it's over.
Hey now, hey now,
When the world comes in,
They come, they come,
To build a wall between us.
We know they won't win.

Hey now, hey now,
Don't dream it's over.
Hey now, hey now,
When the world comes in,
Hey now, hey now,
Don't dream it's over.
Hey now, hey now,
When the world comes in...
Hey now, hey now,
Don't dream it's over.
Hey now, hey now... [FADE OUT


Saturday, February 20, 2010

speechless

pesal tuuu?
motif?
apsal ngengada sangaattt?
giler gedik.
perlu ke??
nape macam sgt seswatu??
ouh tak paham.
maseh tak paham.
perlu ke mcm tu?
eyh maseh nak tau motif?
pelik giler perangai.
eiii tak suke.
lagi skali memang gedik.
tak sukalaaahh.
ntah hape hape.


ouh oke aku menyampah.


Piano Song by Meiko
Every little thing I do, I do for you
With every little thing, I think a thought of you

And I try so hard not to notice
I try so hard not to care
I try so hard not to know that you're not here
But I'm counting down the hours
And I'm counting up the days
I try so hard not to show this side of me

Jealous of the way they walk, the way the talk
'Cause I don't think they know just what they got
I'm jealous of the way they look, the way they are
When I just want to be the way we were

And I try so hard not to notice
I try so hard not to care
I try so hard not to know that you're not here
But I'm counting down the hours
And I'm counting up the days
I try so hard not to show this side of me

Well, I try so hard not to notice
I try so hard not to care
I try so hard not to know that you're not here
But I'm counting down the hours
And I'm counting up the days
I try so hard not to show this side of me
This side of me, this side of me
This side of me, this side of me
This side of me, this side of me
This side of me, this side of me
This side of me





Friday, February 12, 2010

kalaaaahhh laahhh~~

last nite i was in this competition called mooting. frankly, i am content with my team preparation. we have strong cases to support and strong arguments as well. we compare and contrast everything. we even provide a strong provision to support the respondent.

however, we still lost the case.

actually the issue right now is not that i try to persuade people to agree with me that my team deserve to win. but the issue here is how the judge judging. i am a bit disappointed with the judge last nite. he only comments that the applicant present the case well while my team is a bit lack of confidence. and because of that my team had lose the case.

yes i am not ok with that call "judgment". if the presentation is all about and not the content of the presentation, then dun ever have the applicant and respondent. maybe a public speaking contest is the appropriate one instead of mooting.

i am not the only one that face the above situation, some of my friends also face the same thing. it's all about presentation. and it could be that the judge had already set in their mind that they are with applicants.

anyhu...what pass is pass. this competition really makes me realize that no matter how good is your submission, it's all depends on judge.

i'm still not happy with my first ever submission, cuz i know that my team deserve to win this case. maybe our presentation is not fluent as them but in terms of the submission content, i believe that my team had done well.

anywayyy...still congrats to the applicants!! yes i do agree with the judge that u guys had present the case well!

You know you're right by Nirvana

I will never bother you
I will never promise too
I will never follow you
I will never bother you

Never say a word again
I will crawl away for good

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it would come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail
Pain!!!
Pain!!!
Pain!!!

You know you're right
You know you're right
You know you're right

I'm so warm and calm inside
I no longer have to hide
Lets talk about someone else
Steaming soup against her mouth
Nothing really bothers her
She just wants to love herself

I will move away from here
You won't be afraid of fear
No thought was put into this
I always knew it'd come to this
Things have never been so swell
I have never failed to fail

Pain!!!
Pain!!!
Pain!!!
Pain!!!
Pain!!!

You know you're right (x14)
You know your right (x3)
Pain...


Tuesday, February 9, 2010

musik is the best damn thing!

musik is the only things that can suit people no matter in what kind of situation they are in.
musik is so universal that unite people.
musik is for everyone regardless their status, age, religion and race.
musik could be a means for people to express their feelings.
musik, though it's not a living things, but it makes people feel alive.
musik inspired every heart that hopeless, lost and empty.
musik shares our joy and sorrow.

musik is the best damn thing that idk how to describe how it helps me to go thru every single day in my life.
when i'm happy, mad, lost temper, sad, confuse, falling, drowning well in short no matter what i feel, musik is there to shares my feeling.

i LOVE you MUSIK


The Story by Zee Avi
Broken dreams, broken dreams,
hopin' some day you'll see me.
Sky is gray, sky is gray,
but I'm dancin in the rain.
Live to sway, live to sway,
will you remember my name?
Live a lie, live a lie,
why don't you ask yourself why?

Don't you open your eyes?

Only the moon, only the moon, only the moon,
will hear my plea.
Only the creatures of the night,
will harmonize with me.
Missed you so, missed you so,
and I wondered if you know;
The wind has blown me in this corner
and it's hard to let go.

That's the story, that's the story
of you and me

That's the story, that's the story
of you and me



Thursday, February 4, 2010

good night good day!!

as i declared 3rd february 2010 is the best day i ever had, now it's 4th february and i hope this goodness will always with me. i am so happy today. everything is just going well and lots of unexpected things happen. it's been quite sometimes that i didnt feel this good.

ok then. i'm just being here to remark my best day. nanytess everyone!! *drowning mode*


Bring Me Flowers by Hope

I haven’t got a clue if you’re the one
But I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
I wanna do this right
Don’t wanna waste this night
But I’m drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

I’m a little scared to hold you close
Cause I just might never ever let you go
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Oh, do do do do do do do

Your heart cares for nothing in return
And I’m just taking
Taking you in
Caught up in your smile
I’m happy as a child
But I’m still drowning
Drowning in your love

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Close my eyes
And dream for miles
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel

Bring me flowers
And talk for hours
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel
Kiss my face
Your warm embrace
And ooh I like you
And ooh I like how you make me feel