Saturday, November 28, 2009

what the fuck is wrong for being single???

so what if i choose to be single instead of "double"??

does it makes me abnormal??no-no.

the one who is abnormal is the person who think i am.

i enjoy myself being single. and i'm not the type that doing something just to be one of them~

sometimes i wonder - is it a MUST for someone to have partner?

i wish i can stood up and said "so what the fuck is wrong for being single???

Dont Get Me Wrong by Lily Allen

Don’t get me wrong
If I'm looking kind of dazzled
I see neon lights
Whenever you walk by

Don’t get me wrong
If you say hello and I take a ride
Upon a sea where the mystic moon
Is playing havoc with the tide
Don’t get me wrong

Don’t get me wrong
If I'm acting so distracted
I’m thinking about the fireworks
That go off when you smile

Don’t get me wrong
If I split like light refracted
I’m only off to wander
Across a moonlit mile

Once in awhile
Two people meet
Seemingly for no reason
They just pass on the street
Suddenly thunder, showers everywhere
Who can explain the thunder and rain
But there’s something in the air

Don’t get me wrong
If I come and go like fashion
I might be great tomorrow
But hopeless yesterday

Don’t get me wrong
If I fall in the mode of passion
It might be unbelievable
But lets not say so long
It might just be fantastic
Don’t get me wrong





Tuesday, November 24, 2009

am i gay?

it's kinda weird when i always received spam emails saying - "guaranteed married women for a date", "18sx: female with experience is waiting for u", "married female looking for a date" and etc2.

the issue is why female?why sending me email promoting married women?!

obviously i registered as a FEMALE for my yahoo id.

i wonder why they dont advertise a hawt GUY for me?or maybe unhappy married GUY looking for girls, or bla bla bla a GUY.

weird and funny at time.heheh. i just clean up those spams.haih~i think later if i still received the spams, i want to keeps it all and show it here :P

*still wondering why.*

anyhu..i'm not interested to see whats inside the spam email...i bet it might has virus in them.

Supermassive Black Hole by Muse

Ooh, baby don't you know I suffer?
Oh, baby can you hear me moan?
You caught me under false pretenses
How long before you let me go?

Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

I thought I was a fool for no one
But ooh, baby I'm a fool for you
You're the queen of the superficial
And how long before you tell the truth?

Ooh, you set my soul alight
Ooh, you set my soul alight

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole
Supermassive black hole

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive
(Ooh, you set my soul)

Supermassive black hole





Friday, November 20, 2009

i need a fucking rest



a month and two weeks of attachment - i feel bored, sick, lifeless, exhausted.

i need a fucking rest! a day for a rest is just not enuff. more than that, i'm fucking lifeless here!

everyday is the same day. from home to office, and from office to home. no lepak-ing, no movies, no window shopping, no day out!

the working commitments - stop me from doing anything that i really want. i cant have a vacation since i'm working 6 days a week. i cant follow my parents travel here and there because of this fucking attachment!

after work-stay at home, online like i fucking enjoy it or watching CSI from my hdd. luckily i have hdd. if not i just drop dead boring.

weekend-home. watching hindustan movie, tamil movie, english movie, malay movie - all sorts of movies. i really has no where to go.

i wish i have a car, so i can travel on my own.
i wish i have friends here to hang out with.


but still....thank God for the family.at least i am not alone..i still have parents to talk with, lil baby to play with and cousins to laugh with.



"Join Me In Death" by HIM


Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death

We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world

and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
we're so anxious to be together
together in death

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before life tears us apart let
death bless me with you

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

Baby join me in death




Monday, November 16, 2009

riak, dengki, busuk hati, dendam, fitnah

sometimes i wonder why people with education can be such a BEAST!

RIAK

kenapa mesti ada sikap ni??perlu ke berbangga2, bermegah2 dengan apa yg kite ade? or to the extend where riak dengan sesuatu yang di ada2kan.. i couldnt understand people that enjoy telling others what they have, how much money they earn per month..urghhhh~can u just shut up!who cares how much money u have. when come to worst, u create a bloody fairytale that u're one rich person in town where the fact that u're slightly above beggar! sometimes i wonder if all those fairytales are purposely created by u or u youself are living in that fucking fairytales thinking that u're filthy rich! HELLo.. duit bukan boleyh bawak mati ponnn! urghh~~~

DENGKI

bila ada sikap riak, sikap dengki akan menyusul. dengki apabila melihat orang lain berjaya membina kehidupan yang lebih baik. kamu takkan pernah suka melihat orang sekeliling kamu ada apa yang kamu tiada. lebih2 lagi apabila apabila mereka ada sesuatu yang sememangnya kamu idam2kan selama ini. susah. untuk menyedapkan hati kamu, maka kamu akan bersikap riak. cuba membuktikan kamulah yang terbaik. sedarlah wahai kamu, tak semua yang ada pada orang lain ada pada kita dan tak semua yang ada pada kita ada pada orang lain. bersyukur sajalah dengan apa yang kamu ada. tak perlu kehulu kehilir pertikaikan harta milik orang lain dan membandingkan status kamu dengan orang lain hanya untuk memastikan kamu lebeyh bagus dari mereka.

BUSUK HATI

apabila menyedari ada orang lain yang lebeyh bagus dari mereka, sikap busuk hati akan timbul. mulalaah rasa benci terhadap orang itu, walaupon orang tu tak penah walau sekelumit menyakitkan hati mereka. apabila dah ada perangai busuk hati, si busuk hati pastinya akan mengata yang bukan2 pada orang yang tak disenanginya. mungkin akan mengganggu ketenteraman orang tersebut. kepada orang yang tidak disenangi itu, jalan terbaik adalah dengan berdiam diri. kerana jika diayan si busuk hati ni sampai bila2 pun dia akan mengata.

DENDAM

inilah penyakit hati paling kronik. kalau diikutkan kalau orang tu marah lebih 3 jam itu maknanya dendam. [if i'm not mistaken laa~] obviously aku pon ada berdendam..tetapi dendam tu akan hilang as time goes by. tetapi malang bagi orang yang tidak pernah nak bermuhasabah diri, mencari kesilapan diri, dan terus berdendam. orang yang berdendam tidak akan pernah puas memburuk2kan orang yang didendami. kepada kamu yang suka berdendam [altho i kno that person never read my blog] sudah2 lah berdendam. sikap dendam membuatkan muka menjadi keruh tidak berseri. apa bila hati dipenuhi dendam, kesannya akan kelihatan diwajah. tak guna pakai skII skali pon kalau hati tak pernah suci dari sikap dendam.

FITNAH

apabila dendam menguasai diri, nafsu menjadi raja, akal kurniaan Allah di ketepikan, Syaitan menjadi rujukan, mulalah memfitnah semata2 nak menjatuhkan musuh. ada pepatah berkata lidah yang sepanjang tiga inci boleh membunuh manusia setinggi enam kaki. manusia jenis ini bagaikan manusia bertuhankan nafsu. melakukan apa saja asalkan dapat memuaskan hati dan perasaan. dengan fitnah, kamu berharap musuh kamu akan porak peranda keluarganya, di ketepikan oleh saudara maranya dan dipulau masyarakat. tetapi haruslah pemfitnah tu ingat yang Allah sentiasa memakbulkan doa orang yang teraniaya.

- begitulah sikap manusia yang bagaikan tidak takut pada YANG SATU.


Pada hari kiamat Allah berfirman, ketika semua manusia melihat catatan amalannya, “Pergilah kamu semua kepada apa yang kamu jadikan harapan (riak) di dunia. Lihatlah apakah kamu semua memperoleh balasan daripada mereka.” (Hadis riwayat Ahmad dan Baihaqi)

Firman Allah yang bermaksud: “Maka kecelakaanlah bagi orang yang solat (iaitu) orang yang lalai dari solatnya dan orang berbuat riak.” (Surah al-Maa'um, ayat 4 - 6)

Rasulullah SAW bersabda bermaksud: “Akan muncul suatu ketika di mana ilmu Islam dihapuskan, muncul pelbagai fitnah, berleluasa sifat kedekut dan banyak berlaku jenayah.” (Hadis riwayat Muslim)

Sabda Rasulullah SAW bermaksud: “Tidak masuk syurga orang yang suka menyebarkan fitnah.” (Hadis riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim)

"Siapa yang menahan perasaan marah sedangkan dia mampu untuk melaksanakannya (melepaskan kemarahannya), maka kelak pada hari kiamat, Allah akan memanggilnya di hadapan sekalian makhluk, kemudian disuruhnya memilih bidadari sekehendaknya." (Hadis riwayat Imam al-Tirmidzi)






Monday, November 9, 2009

boipren?kawen?

Acik Ica: nur tahun depan 22 la ek.
saya: tak laah.tahun depan dekno da 23 daa.
Acik Ica: o0o0oo0o...da buleyh kawen le kalo mcm tu.
Saya: ?????????. kawen mende. xnak laa.dekno nak beli umah, beli kete dulu nak bayor utang banyak lagi..


yang sebenarnya, aku tak pernah terpikir bab2 kawen. tapi tu laa..resam kehidupan.bila da 20an. blajo pon da nak habih.mesti kua punye soklan pelik seperti:-

- dekno, ada boipren?
- my answer is - pe barang boipren2 nii..tak majula ada boipren.hahaha.indahkaaaan.

-tak lama laaagi kenduri dekno le plak. [means pas kakak aku kawen, turn aku le plak.]
-aku menjawab - jaaaaaaaaauhhh laaagi..dekno muda lagi. nak kumpul duit banyak2 dulu.nak beli kete, nak beli umah, nak beli macam2. [impian aku nak bg mak and abah duit tiap2 bulan sampai mak and abah tak perlu pkai duit diorang utk belanja apa2. sume pakai duit aku je.]

makcik A:dekno, boipren org mana?
saya: mane ade boipren laa.
makcik A:isyhhh..tipu la xde..
saya:[whatever]

Atta: nur, kamu nnt kalau nak cari suami, cari yang elok sikit. kamu kena tau keluarga dia macam mana. dia pon kena tau keluarga kite macam mana.
Saya: baik atta.
Atta: kamu kene igt tu. org jantan zaman skang ni banyak perangai tak elok. tak bertanggung jawab. cari yang elok2. yang hormat org tua.
Saya: ok atta. :)
Makco: die budak lagiiii..nak buat ape ckp mende2 tu sume kat die.
saya: [thanks makco]
Atta: dakk..ni penting nii..kene bagi tau diaaa. orang jantan zaman le ni bukan bleyh percaye sgt.
Saya: [ape2 laaa...]

haih...macam2 la. biler kuar sume ayat2 berkaitan kawen tetibe terasa TUA.hahaha. dah la ada kawan2 aku yang da kawen, beranak pinak lagi...haih~~laaaagi la terasa betapa aku sedang di mamah usia.

apa la aku carut niii..tapi itulah hakikat.aku da TUA. in boipren matters, bukan le aku nk kate
sape de boipren tak maju.tapi yang benornye aku tak jumpe yang berkenan lg.hahahha. maklumlaa kalau bleyh aku nak ashraf muslim.hehe. tu yang malaih nk pikir2 boipren niii. biorle dulu boipren2 nii..aku muda lagiii.lagipon tak bebas le berboipren. nanti2 la boipren sume niii.tak lari gunung di kejar. ye dak?hehe. ok le.awok nk beghansor dulu...bubyee~

Sweet Dreams by Beyonce Knowles

Turn the lights on

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover the skies
And I hope it rains, you're the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Tattoo your name across my heart so it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)

Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
(Turn the lights on)

My guilty pleasure, I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air
'Cause you're my

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you
(Turn the lights on)
Either way I don't wanna wake up from you




Thursday, November 5, 2009

natural beauty

make up or not to make up..

first..i admit that i am into make up stuff. specially eye liner..hehe.purpose to make up is to make my look be more fresh. i think without make up i'll look dull.

however, i myself hate those who over make up. specially all the celebrity..most of them are fake..not most but 99.99% of them are fake! too much make up just make ur face look weird and sometimes it will make their face ugly! but then they are celebrity of cos they need more make up to make their face looks fresh all the time..hehe. here are some celebrities face with and without make up.

Angelina jolie without make up


ni noryn aziz plak.



ni gamba sebelum..selepas tgk bwh...


ni diana danielle. she has the natural beauty.hehe.


rossa plaaak.kalo tak mekap nampak bese je..



ni scha alyahya special utk faisaal. "sal dia tak mekap pon lawaaa~maka aku approve la relationship hang dgn dia.hahahah."


with all those photos maka tamatlaah sudah kajian to make up or not to make up.

its ok to make up if u're public figure that require you to look "cantek" and fresh look most of the time but just make sure the make up is not too thick..heheh.however, if u're commoner just unwrap ur natural beauty. =D

paparazzi by lady gaga

We are the crowd
We're c-coming out
Got my flash on it's true
Need that picture of you
It's so magical
We'd be so fantastical

Leather and jeans
Your watch glamorous
Not sure what it means
But this photo of us
It don't have a price
Ready for those flashing lights
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

I'll be your girl
Backstage at your show
Velvet ropes and guitars
Yeah cause you'll know
I'm staring between the sets
Eyeliner and cigarettes

Shadow is burnt
Yellow dance and return
My lashes are dry
But with teardrops I cry
It don't have a price
Loving you is cherry pie
'Cause you know that baby I

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi

Real good
(We dance in the studio)
Snap, snapped
(That shit on the radio)

Don't stop boy, rewind
We'll blast it but we'll still have fun!

I'm your biggest fan
I'll follow you until you love me
Papa-paparazzi
Baby there's no other superstar
You know that I'll be your
Papa-paparazzi

Promise I'll be kind
But I won't stop until that boy is mine
Baby you'll be famous
Chase you down until you love me
Papa-paparazzi







Monday, November 2, 2009

ayam

ayam adalah makanan peberet kebanyakan manusia di dunia~penulis sendiri menggemari ayam. paling best anak sepupu penulis (adek) yang berusia 2 tahun 3 bulan juga menggilai ayam.

ada beberapa kisah mengenai ayam.

KISAH 1

di zaman kanak2 dahulu kala, terdapat satu reban ayam di depan rumah opah penulis. rebannya taklah sebesar mane.tapi apa yang pasti penulis maseh ingat saat2 dimana penulis mengambil telur ayam dari reban. tidak dilupakan juga peristiwa abah penulis mengejar ayam dari reban opah sehingga sampai ke rumah penulis.jaraknya lebeyh kurang 200 meter.hehe.

KISAH 2

oleh kerana penulis tidak menggemari ikan kerana tulang2 ikan itu pasti mencederakan penulis, maka, di zaman persekolahan, mak penulis pasti akan membeli lauk ayam untuk penulis. sehinggalah sekarang, pasti ada lauk asing untuk penulis yang tidak makan ikan.hehe. walau bagaimana pon, jika tiada pilihan, mak penulis akan memaksa penulis memakan ikan. selalunya penulis akan makan ikan dalam keadaan terpaksa. =>

KISAH 3

mengenai adek yang menggilai ayam. sangat lucu! adek akan "slurppppp" setiap kali melihat ayam. pada suatu hari, sesuatu yang sangat kelakar terjadi. ketika penulis ingin makan nasik mak penulis pon berkata "ada ayam tu kamu makan le..."adek yang mendengar terus berkata "ayaaaaaammmm??slurpppppp~~" tatkala penulis sudah sedia untuk makan, adek datang berdiri sebelah penulis sambil tangan nya menunjuk2 ayam di dalam pinggan. penulis lalu menyuap adek sedikit ayam. sedikit demi sedikit lama2 ayam yang ada habis disuap ke mulut adek.penulis hanya sempat makan sedikit saja. :D begitulah kanak2 berusia 2 tahun menggilai ayam.

KISAH 4

tadi penulis pergi ke pasar malam. lalu mak membeli ayam. mak pilih yang kurus2 kerana penulis menyatakan pada mak bahawa ayam yang gemuk2 taksedap.muak.hehe. setelah ditimbang seekor 12 ringgit. tadi, penulis sempat menonton bujang lapok sebelum abah datang lalu tukar tengok cite ntah ape ntah. dalam cite bujang lapok, mereka beli ayam seekor (2 kati) 2 ringgit. murahnyaaaa! jauhnya beza dengan sekarang. [buat yang tak tahu, 2 kati bersamaan dengan 1.2kg] penulis lalu terpikir betapa kemodenan telah menaikkan living expenses. terpikir penulis mengenai nasib mereka2 yang dihimpit kemodenan. ntah bagaimana mereka menyara kehidupan. yang kaya dan miskin membayar harga yang sama untuk sekampit beras, dan sekilo ayam. tetapi wang diperolehi tidak sama. sedeyh penulis mengenangkan mereka yang terpaksa mencatu bekalan makanaan. =(

KISAH 5

kisah penjual ayam. hehehe. lawak sangat.tergelak penulis dengan ayat yang terpacul keluar dari mulut si penjual ayam yang tengah sebok memotong ayam. kesahnya ketika membeli ayam tadi, ada seorang wanita bertanyakan hati ayam kepada si penjual ayam. lalu si penjual ayam menjawab "hati ayam takde, tinggal hati saya je.nak?"haha. dalam kesibukan memotong ayam tu, sempat lagi si penjual ayam berseloroh.hehe.

tu je la cite pasal ayam. hurrrm...esok mak kate nak goreng ayam...nyum..nyum..bak kate adek slurpppppp~~~


Obsessed by Mariah Carey

I was like, why are you so obsessed with me?

So Oh Oh So Ohhh
Will the real MC please step to the mic?
MC- You need an MC, place to be
MC the MC

All up in the blogs
Say we met at the bar
When I don’t even know who you are
Say we up in your house
Sayin’ I’m up in your car
But you in LA and I’m out at Jermaine’s

I’m up in the A- you’re so so lame
And no on here even mentions your name
It must be the weed, it must be the E
Cuz you be poppin, hood, you get it poppin’

Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know- lyin’ that you’re sexin me
When everybody knows it’s clear that you’re upset with me
Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress
Last man on the earth- still couldn’t get this

You’re delusional, you’re delusional
Boy you’re losing your mind
It’s confusin yo, you’re confused you know
Why you wasting your time?
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
See right through you like you’re bathin’ in windex
[ Mariah Carey Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]

Ooh Ohh Ohh boy why you so obsessed with me?
And all the ladies sing, all the girls sing
Soo Oohhhh Soo Oohh Obsessed

You on your job, you hatin’ hard
Ain’t gon feed you, I'ma’ let you starve
Graspin’ for air I’m ventilation
You out of breath, hope you ain’t waitin
Tellin’ the world how much you miss me
But we never were so why you trippin’
You a mom and pop, I’m a corporation
I’m the press conference, you a conversation

Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?
Boy I want to know- lyin’ that you’re sexin me
When everybody knows it’s clear that you’re upset with me
Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress
Last man on the earth- still couldn’t get this

You’re delusional, you’re delusional
Boy you’re losing your mind
It’s confusin yo, you’re confused you know
Why you wasting your time?
Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex
See right through you like you’re bathin’ in windex

Ooh Ohh Ohh boy why you so obsessed with me?
And all the ladies sing, all the girls sing
Soo Oohhhh Soo Oohh Obsessed