i need a fucking rest

a month and two weeks of attachment - i feel bored, sick, lifeless, exhausted.

i need a fucking rest! a day for a rest is just not enuff. more than that, i'm fucking lifeless here!

everyday is the same day. from home to office, and from office to home. no lepak-ing, no movies, no window shopping, no day out!

the working commitments - stop me from doing anything that i really want. i cant have a vacation since i'm working 6 days a week. i cant follow my parents travel here and there because of this fucking attachment!

after work-stay at home, online like i fucking enjoy it or watching CSI from my hdd. luckily i have hdd. if not i just drop dead boring.

weekend-home. watching hindustan movie, tamil movie, english movie, malay movie - all sorts of movies. i really has no where to go.

i wish i have a car, so i can travel on my own.
i wish i have friends here to hang out with.


but still....thank God for the family.at least i am not alone..i still have parents to talk with, lil baby to play with and cousins to laugh with.

"Join Me In Death" by HIM


Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death
Baby join me in death

We are so young
our lives have just begun
but already we're considering
escape from this world

and we've waited for so long
for this moment to come
we're so anxious to be together
together in death

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

This world is a cruel place
and we're here only to lose
so before life tears us apart let
death bless me with you

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living
this life ain't worth living

Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death
Won't you die
Baby join me in death
Won't you die tonight for love
Baby join me in death

Baby join me in death