fucking goodbye 2009. a very big welcome 2010.

finally, akhirnya, inilaaahh ni laaah diaa dia ni laaah yang dinanti2kan. fucking goodbye 2009. woooooohoooo!!!

setelah dirundum malang bertimpa2, akhirnya berakhirlah 2009 ini. dengan harapan malang yang bertimpa2 ini berhentilah di sini.

kalo korang2 pembaca blog perasan, tahun 2009 ni mcm2 jenih masalah menimpa. tengok la balik previous2 post aku. hehe.

esok, bermulanya tahun baru. dan aku sangat mengharap 2010 akan menjadi tahun yang bertuah buat aku. semoga apa yang akan aku lalui esok dan 12 bulan mendatang adalah hari2 yang bahagia.

ouh ye..resolution aku utk 2010 ni adalah:-
- aku nak kurus.kalo tak dpt selim mcm dulu pn, at least aku fit. hehe.

- aku jugak nak belajar rerajin. since aku da EPSILON ni, aku xmo la main banyak sgt. aku nak tumpukan pada setadi plak. most important, aku berdoa semoga aku dpt habiskan sume subjek dalam tahun ni.amiiiinnnnnnnnnnn. [korang pon doala utk aku skali]

- erm lagi pe ek azam aku.urmmm. tu je kottt.

yang penting aku nak aku go thru 2010 ni dgn penuh semangat juga tanpa masalah2 yang akan mengganggu gugat kesejahteraan hati dan nurani aku.heheh.

ha lagi satu. tadi tamat lah sudah prektikel aku td.heheh.sempat la buat gudbye party kt opis.huhu. pasni bleyh la aku tido lama2.hahahaha.

rasanye tu je aku nk tulih sempena berakhirnya tahun puaka 2009 dan kedatangan tahun baru penuh harapan 2010.

dengan itu

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 READERS!!!!!!

This Is It by Staind

Here we are
With nowhere else to go
And that's so far from where we all could be but
If you feel like disappearing you should take this for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green

There you are, you dream of something better
What's so wrong with what you thought was true
If all the colors are disappearing
You should take this one for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green

This is it, this is it, this is it, this is it
If you feel like disappearing
You should take this for what it's worth

This is it, and it fits
And it feels like this is good enough for me
Could it be that the grass is always green
This is it, this is it

fresh air

when i'm not in the good mood, i need fresh air. fresh environment. maybe a different panorama will do.

i need to do something outside of my routine just to cool down this anger, my dissatisfaction heart, to forget everything that just mess my mind.

thus,

i choose to stay far away from "this" mess for awhile.
i choose to go to window shopping just to have a "beautiful" scenery.
i choose to eat something that i really craving for :D
i choose to listen to some songs which i less listen to.
i choose to cry which i'm not into it.
i choose to do something that obviously i hate it.

i choose all that just because i have buried everything deep inside my heart for quite sometime and now, my heart cant take it anymore.

people do said that we should always forgive and forget.

i am forgive and forget until the same thing happen and i cant my help my self from think of the past! the fucking PAST!

how on earth i can love and respect someone that never show me one. fuck off!fuck it! whatever!!

people might say that i'm silly and childish to upset over nada-nada things. but they never know how i try to respect and mingle someone that never respect me.

it such a bullshit when u expect someone that u never respect to respect u!!

u dun deserve anything from me until u show me some respect! huh~~

towards the end

December. yeay~finally we're in december. but i'm not talking bout the end of this year but the end of LEGAL ATTACHMENT!!!!yes!yes!yes!

tak sabar nak habisss.neway tak sabar nak habis bukan sebab i hate the job, but just i think i need rest. [refer to my previos post :D]

on 31st Dec akan tamatlah tugas aku sebagai prektikel "loyer" kat firm yang pada aku sangat cool. dari loyer ke manager ke kerani - sumenye cool belaka. and i really dun hv to think twice to become one of them. [macam tak sabar plak nak chamber kt firm tu.heheh.]

kalau dikira2 ada la lebeyh kurang 3 minggu lagi.tolak cuti krismas dgn awal muharram, 20 hari je lagi. erm..sekejap je lagi~~

pastu da kena busykan diri dengan final repot.aih cam ne la aku nk buat final repot ni...maseh takda idea lagi niyh...nex week aku igt nak start da skeyt2. ye la nnt takde la rushing sgt. *huhu.semangat plak nak buat final repot.*

ouh.lagi satu agenda aku.mooting. hurm...aku da baca case.nampak mcm ok.tapi tak tau laaa kot2 susah nak dapat case support. hal mooting ni pon nak kene pikir gak.aih~~banyak plak menda nak pikir.

ouh.another thing that towards the end-aku nye study laaa.harap2nye aku dapat complete study aku in 2010. pembaca2 blog doakan la aku ek. cepat sket aku jd loyer.huhu.dan aku paling teramat berharap, 2010 akan jadi tahun yang better than 2009. kalo korang ada follow blog aku, korang paham la betapa bermasalah nya aku dalam tahun 2009 ni.huhu.

ok laaa.nak tido.esok teman keghoje.hehe.daaaaaa~

Sing for Absolution - Muse

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

tiptoe to your room
a starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
and you never knew

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

there's nowhere left to hide
in no one to confide
the truth runs deep inside
and will never die

lips are turning blue
a kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
my beautiful

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

sing for absolution
I will be singing
falling from your grace

our wrongs remain unrectified
and our souls won't be exhumed