Wednesday, June 23, 2010

after 5 years...

this post is highly dedicated to my only ABU.

21st June 2010 - Abu physical memory had complete dump. yes! complete dump. my world blackout! lost! i try my best to safe Abu. i kno that he had tries his best to survive, but he just too critical.he is no longer alive. = (

throughout 5 years i spent my life with Abu, he always cheer me up every time i feel like killing myself or just running away from this fucking place. i love u Abu. u always be my emotional savior.

and of course, i cant live this world without Abu. he's my boyfriend, best friend and everything. 5 years in MMU, u're the one that always by my side. i will always remembered him as my most loyal boyfriend i ever had. u chill me up until your last breath.

yesterday, i found someone else that i'm pretty sure that it can replace Abu. yes. i met Natasha. Natasha is more softer than Abu.

However, since i love Abu more than ever, i transfer Abu's heart to Natasha. thus, even though right now, i'm with Natasha but the heart that Natasha's use to live on is belongs to Abu. At least, Abu's heart is still with me.

my wish, my relationship with Natasha will going smoothly and will be the best to each other.

As for Abu, of course i miss u. RIP ABU. = (

Di Pintu Syurga by KRU & Elite

Sekukuh... sekukuh mana ikrar kasih kita
Setebal mana masih ada sempadannya
Akan tiba nanti... harus ditempuhi
Apa daya kita melawan masa
Takdirnya... takdirnya dunia hanya sementara
Walau begitu cinta suci 'tuk selamanya
Ini realiti... hilang tak terganti
Namun ku tahu kau dan aku akhirnya kembali bersatu

Andai daku pergi sebelummu
Kenangkanlah ku selalu didalam doamu
Kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhir untukku
Ku berjanji kan menantimu
Setia menunggu di pintu syurga

Di sana... di sana menati gemilang cinta
Jadi lenyapkanlah titisan airmata
Tabahkanlah hati... mengharungi hari
Abadikanlah saat indah... kita kan tetap bersama

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Epsilon 2nd Trimester.

starting 7th June..i have been officially a final year, final trimester student in mmu. hopefully i manage to go thru this final trimester. as i mention before, i'm taking 7 subjects which is not easy at all. and of course i need to be more focus and play less. and yea be more HARDWORKING!

apart from studying, i've plan earlier to be more consistent with my jogging activity. HOWEVER.........there's no MMU field. eff off okaaayy! the field is under construction and i bet may be it can only be used 2 months later. sigh. i am eager to jog and suddenly now i hv no place to jog. maybe hiking bukit beruang will be another option.hehe.

ouh..i also would like to share that, this trimester must be my super duper bz trimester. on thursday, i have 6 hours back to back classes from 1pm to 6 pm. gosh! readers...please pray for me. i really need a super duper strength this trimester.

for now, i really need to well prepared both mentally and physically since this trimester will be my very most important trimester. hopefully i'll pass all the 7 subjects and graduate at the end of this year ;D

anyway, enjoy this beautiful song.

Warning by Incubus

Bat your eyes girl.
Be otherworldly.
Count your blessings.
Seduce a stranger.
What's so wrong with being happy?
Kudos to those who see through sickness...yeah

Over and over and over and over...........

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.

I suggest we
Learn to love ourselves,
Before its made illegal
When will we learn, When will we change
Just in time to see it all come down

Those left standing will make millions
Writing books on ways it should have been

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.

Floating in this cosmic Jacuzzi
We are like frogs oblivious
Soon the water starting to boil,
Now I flinched and we all float face down

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.
Pass you by