after 5 years...

this post is highly dedicated to my only ABU.


21st June 2010 - Abu physical memory had complete dump. yes! complete dump. my world blackout! lost! i try my best to safe Abu. i kno that he had tries his best to survive, but he just too critical.he is no longer alive. = (


throughout 5 years i spent my life with Abu, he always cheer me up every time i feel like killing myself or just running away from this fucking place. i love u Abu. u always be my emotional savior.


and of course, i cant live this world without Abu. he's my boyfriend, best friend and everything. 5 years in MMU, u're the one that always by my side. i will always remembered him as my most loyal boyfriend i ever had. u chill me up until your last breath.

yesterday, i found someone else that i'm pretty sure that it can replace Abu. yes. i met Natasha. Natasha is more softer than Abu.

However, since i love Abu more than ever, i transfer Abu's heart to Natasha. thus, even though right now, i'm with Natasha but the heart that Natasha's use to live on is belongs to Abu. At least, Abu's heart is still with me.

my wish, my relationship with Natasha will going smoothly and will be the best to each other.

As for Abu, of course i miss u. RIP ABU. = (

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