my darling not feeling well

aih....

im kinda sad right now..

my darling not feeling well..

curse u stupid disease!!!

i hate u oke!

how dare u infect my darling..pity my darling taww~

darl...tomorrow i'll send u to0 clinic eyh..

but u must be strong!!please....for me.

hope after some operation u will getting well..

but...i'm sure i'll gonna miss u sOoOo much..

i really cant leave without u...

a day without u is just a day without "life"..

i highly hope that it will not take a loo0o0o0og time..

if not, i'm gonna be so0o0o effing lost..

this song is for u my lovely darling

Lost by Katy Perry

I’m out on my own again
Face down in the porcelain
Feeling so high but looking so low
Party favors on the floor
Group of girls banging on the door
So many new fair-weather friends ooo…

Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost

Caught in the eye of a hurricane
Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade
So sick of this town pulling me down
My mother says I should come back home but
Can’t find the way cause the way is gone
So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space

Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost

Is there a light
Is there a light
At the end of the road
I’m pushing everyone away
‘Cause I can’t feel this anymore
Can’t feel this anymore

Have you ever been so lost
Known the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost
Have you ever been so LOST