just now at 3 am i received fon called from my sist. obviously it's weird to received fon call from her early in the morning.but i dun expect that news. suddenly she said "weyh dekno, pakcik mokhtar da meninggal" i feel like my world stop for a while. and of cos i ask her to repeat that again. it's a big shock for me!!i dont expect this at all!!
i just feel down for losing one of my favourite comedian, and then yea i'm losing my beloved uncle. a person that always break the silence with his jokes, riddles and lots of "i have this friend" story.
of cos i'm crying like hell.i never expect this.and my hand is damn shaking.my heart beat so fast that i feel like to faint!!!losing someone is my weakness. thank GOD i have friend to share my feelings with. to faisal and eddy.thanks for those words. yea i know i need to be tough and strong to face all this.
and now i'm preparing my mental to face the situation in kuala kangsar later. of cos the emotion is running high. and i promise myself to be tough so that i can comfort my cousins as i know this must be hard time.damn hard time.
i hope and pray to Allah that may He bless my uncle and placed him among all good persons.
and of course, i'm gonna missed you pakcik mokhtar!! Al-fatihah.
In the name of Allah, the most beneficent, the most merciful
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Grace, not (the way) of those who earned your anger, nor of those who went astray."