mak saya sayang saya.

i have a mom. she's one of most garang person that i know. but deep inside, i know she loves me more than stars in a sky.

she do pamper me a lot though most of the time she scold me. yea..she scold me because she loves me. and i love her too. =D

i suddenly feels like to write how much my mom loves me here. because......

just now around 6.30 pm, my mom called me. she called me because my little brother told her that my fb status stated "berdarah hidung"! ouh mom!!u just love me damn much. she called me and right away asked me "idong kamu berdarah ke?akir kata kamu tulih kt pesbuk idong kamu berdarah?"

and me just laugh and said "tak la mak...mane ade.memain je tu" LOL. the reason of that status because i saw one beautiful girl. i mean damn beautiful. so "berdarah hidung" just a hiperbola statement that i just saw beautiful girl.hehe.

when i said the status only "main2" then my mom sounds very relief. she then said "ouh igt kan idong kamu berdarah. yang slalu darah idong ni min (my lil brother) je."
neway i just couldn't explain to my mom the reason behind the status. haha. my mom will say "gilo". haha

the phone call just now was very touchy for me. haha. it just obviosly shows that my mom cares me a lot.

sometimes my mom just called me and ask "kamu sakit ke?" haha. very random right. when i said no. i'm just ok here..she will then said "ouh. ntah la mak rasa mcm kamu tgh sakit."

dear mom...your lil daughter fine here..just missing you a lot. cant wait to go back home. ;)

I Miss You by Incubus

To see you, when I wake up
is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same
as I do is a three-fold utopian dream.

You do something to me, that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line, if I said
I miss you ...

I see your picture, I smell your skin on
the empty pillow next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days,
but already I'm wasting away

I know I'll see you again
whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
and I miss you.

end of part 1

yeahhh..this trimester going to be end soon. woohooo.. nex week is the mid sem break that's mean it will be the ending of the part 1 of this sem.

as a whole, taking 7 subjects does not that crazy or make people die. so far, i still can cope with the schedule (but i do skip classesss) ;p

throughout this part 1 of my final semester, i've being very busy with world cup. yea thank God that the world cup end already and i am effing happy cuz i've made a good decision to support spain. yeah iker casillas the best. and paul i love you. hehe

i'm glad that i watch world cup with my fellow lovely friend which i bet this is the last time we watch world cup together. the next world cup on 2014, only God knows if i'm still alive to watch the world cup again. if i'm still alive, i have no idea i'm gonna watch it with who. may be new friends, my family, boyfriend or husband?? o0ps! ahaha.

orite enuff for world cup. just now, i've just finished 2 midterms. and totally feel free now though i have another 2 fucking tough midterms nex week. i'm gonna break awhile and maybe will start study tomorrow. God plsss...i need some courage to study.

and, end of nex week, i'm going back to my beautiful home town kuala kangsar. how i missssss my home, my mom and dad, others family and of course mom's curry.hehe. it's been a long time that i've stuck in melaka. i need some fresh air and good quality water for my body and HAIR!! gosh! the water quality in melaka is damn bad! fucking bad. especially in this effing ixora. i cant wait to goin back home. ;]

ouh neway just now i just had a pre-birthday celebration with rima ellani. i love the place. i dunno the exact name of the restaurant but i call it saddam and sometimes colloseum. well it based on the names of the food there. the names of the menu there are kinda weird. some call mee racun, nasi goreng shah rukh khan and last but not least mee basah di puncak. haha. weird is it.

but the foods are superb. so far i never feel regret chosing that restaurant. the fried rice, udang tepung, soup and drinks all are very well prepared. thanks rima for the most enjoyable pre-birthday celebration.hehe.

anyhuuu, i'll stop here. feels like want to play games. dunno what game yet. maybe super mario.haha. daaa.. till we meet again. ;D

malam kita by KRU

Sepurnama... telah kita tempuh duga
Dengan kesabaran
Kini... tiba sekali lagi
Hari yang dinanti kini tiba pasti

Ku bersyukur... kepada yang Esa
Serta anugerahnya
Girang... terasa jiwa
Kerana restu bersamamu cinta

( korus )
Gilang gemilang sinar cahaya purnama
Ketika malam kita bersama
Melengkap keajaiban di malam ini
Wahai teman bisakah kau rasai

Indahnya... hingga tak terkata
Bersama berdua
Moga... kita berpanjangan
Selalu seiringan sejalan

( korus )
Gilang gemilang sinar cahaya purnama
Ketika malam kita bersama
Melengkap keajaiban di malam ini
Wahai teman bisakah kau rasai

Embun pagi... membasahi pipi
Kita berdua di malam yang permai
Ku berdoa kita berdua
Selalu bersama

( korus )
Gilang gemilang sinar cahaya purnama
Ketika malam kita bersama
Melengkap keajaiban di malam ini
Wahai teman bisakah kau rasai

happy birthday

haapppppy birthday to my dearie blog.
thanks a lot for being the ultimate place for me to share my thoughts.

however, in 2010, i didnt write here as much as in 2009. maybe i'm a bit bz. sometimes i do have things to share here but then i cant find times to write. and sometimes, i'm just being too lazy to write. i wish i can just transfer all my thoughts from my mind to this dearie blog.haha.pemalas!

as for now, i have nothing to share. i'm just bz with my classes and yeah world cup of course. haha. i love that the fact england and brazil defeated from world cup at early stage. but i'm still sad and dissappointed with italy my favorite team. now my aim is spain. hopefully they can go thru to final...hehe.

okaaiii blog. need to go. i've promise freda to go out with her. talk to you later. (see i'm bz.haha)

anyhu..i love this blog as it had becomes part of my life.

enjoy this fooking rock song on my blog bday.hehe

Roc Ya Body by Ping Pong Bitches

He's so young, Wasn't born too late
I know it's wrong but I couldn't wait
Saw him at the smimming pool
The body looked so hot
I couldn't keep my cool

Said I'll be your first - girlfriend
Let's go out tonight
Said don't tell your mama cos it isn't right

Three minutes later on the escalator
I kept waving to his friend, 'See ya later'
Hot as hell, burnin' up
Feeling your touch, Its never enough

Said I'll be your first - girlfriend
Let's go out tonight
Said don't tell your mama cos it isn't right

I'll take you to the devil
(Rock ya body!)
Pretty boy, you're going to hell
I'll take you to the devil
(Rock ya body!)
I'll rock your body and I'll ring your bell

You're so young, Wasn't born too late
I know it's wrong but I couldn't wait
Saw him at the swimming pool
The body looked so hot
I couldn't keep my cool

Said I'll be your first - girlfriend
Let's go out tonight
Said don't tell your mama cos it isn't right

I'll take you to the devil
(Rock ya body!)
Pretty boy, you're going to hell
I'll take you to the devil
(Rock ya body!)
I'll rock your body and I'll ring your bell

after 5 years...

this post is highly dedicated to my only ABU.


21st June 2010 - Abu physical memory had complete dump. yes! complete dump. my world blackout! lost! i try my best to safe Abu. i kno that he had tries his best to survive, but he just too critical.he is no longer alive. = (


throughout 5 years i spent my life with Abu, he always cheer me up every time i feel like killing myself or just running away from this fucking place. i love u Abu. u always be my emotional savior.


and of course, i cant live this world without Abu. he's my boyfriend, best friend and everything. 5 years in MMU, u're the one that always by my side. i will always remembered him as my most loyal boyfriend i ever had. u chill me up until your last breath.

yesterday, i found someone else that i'm pretty sure that it can replace Abu. yes. i met Natasha. Natasha is more softer than Abu.

However, since i love Abu more than ever, i transfer Abu's heart to Natasha. thus, even though right now, i'm with Natasha but the heart that Natasha's use to live on is belongs to Abu. At least, Abu's heart is still with me.

my wish, my relationship with Natasha will going smoothly and will be the best to each other.

As for Abu, of course i miss u. RIP ABU. = (

Di Pintu Syurga by KRU & Elite

Sekukuh... sekukuh mana ikrar kasih kita
Setebal mana masih ada sempadannya
Akan tiba nanti... harus ditempuhi
Apa daya kita melawan masa
Takdirnya... takdirnya dunia hanya sementara
Walau begitu cinta suci 'tuk selamanya
Ini realiti... hilang tak terganti
Namun ku tahu kau dan aku akhirnya kembali bersatu

*Chorus:
Andai daku pergi sebelummu
Kenangkanlah ku selalu didalam doamu
Kaulah cinta pertama dan terakhir untukku
Ku berjanji kan menantimu
Setia menunggu di pintu syurga

Di sana... di sana menati gemilang cinta
Jadi lenyapkanlah titisan airmata
Tabahkanlah hati... mengharungi hari
Abadikanlah saat indah... kita kan tetap bersama

Epsilon 2nd Trimester.

starting 7th June..i have been officially a final year, final trimester student in mmu. hopefully i manage to go thru this final trimester. as i mention before, i'm taking 7 subjects which is not easy at all. and of course i need to be more focus and play less. and yea be more HARDWORKING!

apart from studying, i've plan earlier to be more consistent with my jogging activity. HOWEVER.........there's no MMU field. eff off okaaayy! the field is under construction and i bet may be it can only be used 2 months later. sigh. i am eager to jog and suddenly now i hv no place to jog. maybe hiking bukit beruang will be another option.hehe.

ouh..i also would like to share that, this trimester must be my super duper bz trimester. on thursday, i have 6 hours back to back classes from 1pm to 6 pm. gosh! readers...please pray for me. i really need a super duper strength this trimester.

for now, i really need to well prepared both mentally and physically since this trimester will be my very most important trimester. hopefully i'll pass all the 7 subjects and graduate at the end of this year ;D

anyway, enjoy this beautiful song.

Warning by Incubus

Bat your eyes girl.
Be otherworldly.
Count your blessings.
Seduce a stranger.
What's so wrong with being happy?
Kudos to those who see through sickness...yeah

Over and over and over and over...........

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.

I suggest we
Learn to love ourselves,
Before its made illegal
When will we learn, When will we change
Just in time to see it all come down

Those left standing will make millions
Writing books on ways it should have been

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.

Floating in this cosmic Jacuzzi
We are like frogs oblivious
Soon the water starting to boil,
Now I flinched and we all float face down

She woke in the morning.
She knew that her life had passed her by
She called out a warning.
Don't ever let life pass you by.
Pass you by

walimatul urus

di penghujung mei..maka sejarah telah tercipta..akak aku telah selamat dinikahkan dengan pasangan yang di kasihinya. dan majlis perkahwinan telah berjalan dengan lancar skali.

makaa...aku nk wat post mortem skeyt.secara umumnya..aku rasa kenduri itu memenatkan dan meletihkan. the preparation adalah sangat membunuh.orang kuale kata "tumpo". bukan pe..nak siapkan umah kemas2 tu da letih..pastu gift2 nk bg kt org dgn bermcm2 peringkat persediaan adalah sangat memenatkan..sampai aku rasa mcm da serik dgn kenduri kawen.huhu.tu belom lagi dengan segala mcm arahan dan permintaan yang nak kena ikut. kadang2 aku rasa aku ni runner, pengapit dan juga orang suruhan. sumpah letih.

tapi yang syok tu mesti ada.heheh.aku rasa yg syok time tgk2 baju pengantin, time hias2 bilik pengantin dengan pakai inai.lagi satu bila semua saudara mara aku berkumpul kt umah dan maka terciptalah suasana yang sgt menghiburkan. da lama rasanya kiteorg ni tak bersembang sakan sambil sakat menyakat.hehe..best sgtt.

ouh ye..gambo2 perkahwinan adaaaa...tapi gua malas ar nk letak kt sini..kalo nak tgk pandai2 la gi pesbuk gua.kat situ ada banyaaaakk gamba.tapi gamba gua la..gamba pengantin tak byk.kalo nk tgk byk gi dekat pesbuk pengantin.haha.

ni hal kawen baru 1st half. 2nd half 6hb ni kt melaka.tp xpe laa..hat tu aku pi makan je.xde la ape sgt nk di buat.skang ni aku lega skeyt dpt rehat.kalo tak kaki mcm nak cabut.hehe.mcm org tua laak.

pepehal pon..tahniaah la kt akak aku pasaaaii da jadi bini org..tak sabo teman nak tunggu baby deme nnt.haha.

ok laaa..gua nak tido.letih daah.

mengkome layan le lagu nii..arab campo omputih.layan gak laa.hehe

Barak Allahu Lakuma - Maher Zain

We're here on this special day
Our hearts are full of pleasure
A day that brings the two of you
Close together
We're gathered here to celebrate
A moment you'll always treasure
We ask Allah to make your love
Last forever

Let's raise our hands and make Do'a
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let's all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير

From now you'll share all your chores chores
Through heart-ship to support each other
Together worshipping Allah
Seeking His pleasure

We pray that He will fill your life
With happiness and blessings
And grants your kids who make your home
Filled with laughter

Let's raise our hands and make Do'a
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let's all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير

بارك الله
بارك الله لكم ولنا

الله بارك لهما
الله أدم حبهما
الله صلّي وسلّم على رسول الله

الله تب علينا
الله ارض عنا
الله اهد خطانا
على سنة نبينا

Let's raise our hands and make Do'a
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let's all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير

this is it!!

finaaaaaaaaallllyy..final exam is over! that's mean i just completed my fourth year 1st trimester which means the next trimester is my final trimester in MMU!!

hopefully i pass all the papers for this sem and next sem will be the ultimate craziest sem ever. i still cant imagine me - the laziest person ever, taken 7 subjects! woo0oow~~God bless me!

neway, i am currently enjoy each moment of today. i ate at sushi king when actually i need a sleep. i feels like a zombie there staring at all those sushis. but...thanks for jing en, doreen and freda for wake me up with stupid jokes. then i bought mask at faceshop just thinking that i need to pamper my self especially my face as i have abandoned them for a week.

when i got back, i just right way 'pengsan' until 6.30 where i have an appointment with this pretty beautiful lady lisa surihani. who doesnt want to date her right~hahaha.

as for now, i just online and enjoy my 'nothing to do' moment. actually i have things to do lar..i need to tidy up my messy room which is just not much differ as a paper recycle center. it's A LOT of paper on my table, my bed, under my table, on the floor....aaaihh..but i'm not goin to collect all the papers now. now is the ti,e for me and myself and of course my dear lovey dovey hard disk.

ok peeps... see u guys next time. i want to chill my self with some good musik and of course my possessive bed! till then...enjoy this song...

Drive by Incubus

Sometimes,
I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear
And I can't help but ask myself
How much I'll let the fear Take the wheel and steer

It's driven me before And it seems to have a vague
Haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning to find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel

(Chorus:)
Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes, yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there
I'll be there

So if I decide to waiver my
Chance to be one of the hive
Will I choose water over wine
And hold my own and drive, ohh

It's driven me before And it seems to be the way
That everyone else gets around
But lately I'm beginning to find that when
I drive myself my light is found

Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes, yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there
I'll be there

Would you choose water over wine
Hold the wheel and drive

Whatever tomorrow brings I'll be there
With open arms and open eyes, yeah
Whatever tomorrow brings
I'll be there
I'll be there