K.E.G.I.L.A.A.N

OMG...
apsal la sume org pon ditimpa
K.E.G.I.L.A.A.N

ntah ape la masalah2 genetic dalam manusia zaman skang ni

ada yang gila jantan
ada yang gila pompuan
ada yang gila 2-2 [heheh]
ada yang gila duit
ada yang gila shopping
ada yang gila perasan [bajet terhebat]
ada yang gila musik [urmmm...]
ada yang gila study [perghhhh....]
ada yang gila meroyan
ada yang gila chenta [bajet chenta agung]
ada yang gila makan [cam kenal je]
ada yang gila bodoh [*bersimpati*]
ada yang gila horny [huh!!dangerous zone]
ada yang gila pandai [*jeALouS*]
ada yang gila tido
ada yang gila hipokrit [*elok hidup kt planet marikh*]
ada yang gila cacat
ada yang gila brand [*lalala*]
ada yang gila kasut
ada yang gila menipu [*cakap mende merapu*]
ada yang gila cun
ada yang gila hodoh
ada yang gila PERASAN cun [*tolong sedar diri*]
ada yang gila kesian
ada yang gila lupa diri [*bawak2 la cermin diri tu*]
ada yang gila berhutang [*tolong la ukur duit di wallet sendiri*]
ada yang gila sakit
ada yang gila gemuk
ada yang gila kampong [*this is 2009. wake up!*]
ada yang gila malas
ada yang gila sexaayyyy [heheh]
ada yang gila malu
ada yang gila loser [damnnn..]

ntah la mcm2 jenis gila lagi la zaman skang ni...
paling takleyh tahan kalo orang tu gila perasan or gila bodoh or gila huduh + gila perasan

di alam fana ini,
semua orang pon ada kegilaan..
aku pon ada.

cuma yang membezakannya ada tahap kegilaan.

ada orang gila sampai bercakap dengan diri sendiri
ada orang gila sampai anggap dialah yang terpandai dan terkaya dan tercantek
[kategori gila lupa diri]
ada orang gila sampai sanggup kata orang lain gila
[ouh ini tahap kronik]
ada orang gila sampai sanggup berlakon dia orang terbaik
[gila hipokrit]

ada banyak lagi la tahap gila orang..

pepehal pon aku tau aku tgh GILA MALAS nak study!!

since aku GILA LAYAN LAGU, aku tujukan lagu ni..

So Jealous by Tegan and Sara

I don't want to be part of the problem
I try so hard to get roughed up
Fists on up, it looks that easy
It looks that way to me
It looks that way to you
But then there's you telling me I can
Then there's you screaming say something
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see

I don't know how it's become such a problem
Keep you up all night if I try to remain calm
How can they ask why I feel so angry
Do you see my problem if I never explain it
But then there's you, asking me how long
Say something, it's taken me so long
I want the ocean right now
I want the ocean right now
I get so jealous that I can't even work
I get so jealous that I can't even work
I get so jealous that I can't even work
I get so jealous that I can't even work
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see
There I am in the morning
I don't like what I see

saya sayang mak saya...

Selamat Hari Ibu

hari ini, 10th May 2009 adalah hari ibu..sesapa yang tak tau hari ni hari ibu better gi terjun bangunan..hanya orang yang terlalu pentingkan diri sendiri je lupe hari ibu ni..sempena hari ibu ni, aku nak tulis surat la kat mak aku..

kehadapan mak,

selamat hari ibu dekno ucapkan.walaupon dekno jauh diperantauan, namun tiada pernah sesaat pun dekno lupe kat mak..[waima tengah berpoya2 sekali pon..]

pada dekno, mak la segalanya..i cant imagine a life without you. walaupon dekno ni dari kecik memang buas gile. very rebellious, but deep inside, i always love you. and dekno sangat kagum dgn mak yang bersabar dengan kedegilan dekno time kecik2 dulu. kena pukul berkali2 pon maseh degil. maseh cari masalah.

terima kaseh pada mak yang telah melahirkan dekno dengan susah payahnya and dekno tau dekno la anak mak yang paling susah mak nak lahirkan.

and dekno sangat2 berterima kaseh kat mak sebab make me a better person.terima kaseh sebab rotan dekno masa kecik2 dulu dengan hanger and selalu marah2 kalo dekno lambat balik umah bile kuar dengan kengkawan.

terima kaseh jugak sebab selalu compromy dengan beli lauk ayam special untuk dekno sb dekno sorang je tak makan ikan.

terima kaseh jugak untuk mak yang selalu datang sign repot kad time sekolah2 dulu. walopon penah sekali tu dekno dapat nombor last, mak tetap datang...[u're amazing mom!!!]

dekno jugak nak mintak maaf kat mak sebab selalu susahkan mak..masa kecik2 dulu subuh sepi'e lagi mak dah kena teman dekno tunggu bas sekolah.pastu kalo petang ade prektis hoki, mak kena datang amik plak. sampai la sekolah menengah pon sama..selalu je susahkan mak. tiap kali dekno kena tinggal bas mesti mak pening da cam na dekno nak pegi sekolah. pastu da pegi sekolah tak tau nak balik2 umah.

lagi satu..jotaan terima kaseh kat mak sebab jaga dekno kat spital dulu.walopon in general it's mom duty..tapi the sacrifice that u have done is worthless.

o ye..terima kaseh jugak kat mak sebab dari lahir sampai la umur dekno dah almost 22 tahun, mak dah banyak habiskan duit untuk dekno.dari lahir, pastu ke sekolah mak bagi duit belanja kat dekno paling banyak compare dgn yang lain.pastu bila dekno dah blaja MMU, most of the time mak kuar kan duit mak sendiri untuk bayar fees dekno..

and this really makes me proud to have u as my mom..

bile time nak raya je mak tak kesah pon nak kuar duit lebeyh skeyt untuk baju raya anak2 mak.. and mak jugak sangat fashionable. mak2 orang lain pon tak de fashionable macam mak. dekno tak penah segan nak cakap kat sume orang yang selalunye mak la yang design baju2 raya dekno. termasukla baju law night hari tu.

not only that, mak jugak sangat knowledgeable. [memang tak leyh nak tipu la..heheh] sebab mak ni sgt knowledgeable la dekno langsung tak reti nak menipu mak. sume pon dekno citer je. dekno bangga sangat dapat mak yang knowledgeable.even if mak tak tau, mak tanya je.
[ayat mak paling best - mak sekolah omputih setahun je].

o ye mak jugak sangat co0oool and professional. teringat masa case saman2 tu. walopon mak sgt riso and geram dgn mereka2 itu, tapi mak still cool and act professionally. dekno sangat kagum dengan mak.

** ouh, dekno nak mintak maap kat mak sebab kalo bukan dekno tak payah la mak tension2 pikir pasal hal bodo ni.....ntahlaaa. dekno harap dekno bleyh jadi orang yang sangat2 penyabar and professional mcm mak.

mak...dekno bangga jadi anak mak.

tahniaaahhh!tahniahhhh!!

pertama dan terpaling utama aku nak ucap tahniah kt tomok!!! hahaha!

cam tak caya je tomok menang OIAM..

pertarungan antara penyanyi kelab, budak juai tin dan budak kena baling batu ari tu memang amat sengit sekali...

dan akhirnye, budak kena baling batu menang juaa....

o ye...dlm pertandingan tiga penjuru tersebut, penyanyi kelab telah berangan2 nak jadi snow white dengan skirt kembang semangkuknye...budak juai tin plak da perasan jadi kapten ho0ok..nyaris die tak pkai cangkuk kat tangan..manakala, budak kena baling batu lengkap berbaju robin hood. maybe sebab tu dia menang kot..ye laa robin hood kat selalu tolong orang..

ok laaa..maleyh da nak cite pasal juai tin ke baling batu ke snow white ke..mende da berlalu biarkan berlalu...

nex tahniah utk adek aku si shaminnn..[adek aku laki oke.name je cam pompuan..]
tahniah la kepada manusia ini pasai dpt pi sambung kt iium..course bahasa arab ['a' tu ada idgham skeyt..]haha.


nasehat dr kakak yang amat dan teramat useless ni..

1. nanti da masok iium pandai2 la pilih kwn..aku ni tak kenan sgt bebudak iium ni..byk sgt gosip2 liar..hahaha.
2. kendian...jgn ler selalu sesangat ponteng kelaih cam aku ni...haha.asal kelas pagi je mesti sadaqallahullazimm..
3. lepaih tu...ha ni sgt penting!!jgn nak milih makan sgt...apa ada makan je..kamu tu da le dok kl..jangan tau nak perabih duit je...
4. urm lagi....jgn nak gatei2 sebok nak ada gurlpren..takde pekdahnye.tapi jgn le plak kamu ada boipren...jenuhhh!!!hahaha
5. lagi pe ek...ha... kamu tu blajo bahasa arab...[bajet2 ostat laa] maka dgn itu, jgn le gatei pi clubbing ka karoke plak kaann...behave..behave..=p [aku nak jahat tak pe.loyer mmg jahat.heheh..]
6. pastu...aku pon tak tau nak nasehat pe daa~hahaha..
7. o ye.. yang ni aku tak nasehat plakkan..blaja la bersunggoh2. jgn la bersuka ria sgttt. kang jd cam aku nnt nyesal...awal2 maleh blajo, skang baru sebok nk catch up.aih.. terok btoii~

ermm..ok la ckup la 7 nasehat dari seorang kakak who not care less but not care at all. =p

maka dengan itu, lagu ini telah berkumandang memenuhi ruang bilik..

Silly Lilly by Bunkface

SILLY LILY!!
walking over me
like a desperation going to explain

but the nightmare
and illusions
she wont happen to believe that its on me

waiting for a sign everytime she comes
its getting so unreal to
BELIEVE ! THAT ! EVERYDAY!!!

(C/O)
SILLY LILY!!
NEVER REALLY LIKED ME
SHE TOLD EVERYONE THAT
I WAS SUCH A GAY

BUT SILY LILY!!
THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EASY
HER PHILOSOPHY IS
BEING LEFT BEHIND BECAUSE OF ME

SILLY LILY,
walking over me
like an ordinary girl
i would ignore to pass the time

but the nightmare
and illusions
she makes everything so right
it got me going everytime

waiting for a sign everytime she comes
its getting so unreal to
BELIEVE ! THAT ! EVERYDAY !!!

(C/O)
SILLY LILY!!
NEVER REALLY LIKED ME
SHE TOLD EVERYONE THAT
I WAS SUCH A GAY

BUT SILY LILY!!
THOUGHT IT WOULD BE EASY
HER PHILOSOPHY IS
BEING LEFT BEHIND BECAUSE OF ME

SILLY LILY, like an impact strike on mtv
SILLY LILY, like a new beginning to believe
SILLY LILY, like an activated misery
SILLY LILY, like a rush towards the possibilities

why????

why all this happen to me??
a lot of unwanted creepy things happen
even something that i never ever think of
i really cant take it anymore

it's to0o0o hard for me
to swallow all this
is it karma plays fool with me??
or it just that it's a test for me
OMG.....
this test is beyond my competence

it's very stressfo0ol
i thought there's no more fucked up things happen
but...
it still have..
all this bad things really ruin my life

i want to get out of this messy
somebody plsss pull me off
from this messy probs

when all this bad lucks will end????
God's knows...

i dun kno what i had done..
but what i'm facing now
is just to0o0o badddd..

hope tomorrow will be a better day...

Tomorrow by Avril Lavigne

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
yeah I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today,(backround singer)today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
yeah, it's a different day,
tomorrow,

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Give me a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

[Chorus:]

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,tomorrow
its a different day

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow... it may change [4x]

Gua Nak Gula!!!!

lalalala...

kepala gua saket mcm nak meletup..
somebody help me..
da lama gua tak rasa saket cam ni...
last gua saket cam ni was during alpha..

maka dengan itu,
gua suspect rabun dan silau mata gua da bertambah laa
spek yang ada skang ni da tak cukup power daa....

jadi gua rasa gua nak buat spek baru..
wahahhaa...
konpem gua mintak duit kat
abah gua yang terhebat itu..
asal mintak duit je tak penah tak bagi..
i love u abah!!
u're the best!!!

apa laaa gua mencarut ni kaannn..
assignment baru separuh jalan..
kang tak sempat buat ada yang "teghoyak"
(kwn2 berkenaan, uols kno rite.hehe)

o ye...
sejak dua menjak ni
gua rasa somebody curse me so0o0 bad
hahaha
pasal banyak sangat menda bongok terjadi
sampai gua da lali da dengan benda2 bongok ni!

setakat ni takda lagi peristiwa2
yang boleyh dijadikan gula dalam garam...
apakah kenaikan harga gula
telah memberi kesan keatas kehidupan gua??
only god knows...

gua harap sem depan lebih gula dari garam...
gua rasa gua memang terlebih garam laa
tu yang kepala gua ting tong tu...
demnnn..

tapi...
harap2 nye walaupon lebih gula dari garam,
takdak la sampai kencing manis.
yang tu lagi kronik..
gua rela saket kepala dari saket kencing manis.
hahahaha.

ok laaa..
gua nak sambung wat assignment..
semoga gua kembali sehat sejahtera..

uols layan la lagu ini...gua tak stop layan lagu ni..

Shattered Glass by Britney Spears

Ha-uh, ha-uh, ha-uh
Haaaaaaaaaaaa, hmm
Ha-uh, ha-uh, ha-uh
Haaaaaaaaaaaa

Did I wake you, we’re you sleepin’,were you still in my bed?
Or is a nightmare, keepin’ you up instead?
Oh baby, are you feelin’ guilty for what you did
If you think you’re hurtin’, you ain’t seen nothin’ yet

[Chorus]
Was it really worth it?
Was she everything, that you were looking for? (Feel like a man)
I hope you know that, you can’t come back
Cause all we had, is broken like shattered glass

You’re gonna see me, in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gonna want me back
When your world fells apart, like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass

Are you having trouble focusin’ throught the day?
Do you find yourself, still callin’ my name?
Do you wish you could rewind and take it back?
I bet you realize that she ain’t half the woman I am

[Chorus]
Was it really worth it?
Was she everything, that you were looking for? (Feel like a man)
I hope you know that, you can’t go back
Cause all we had, is broken like shattered glass

You’re gonna see me, in your dreams tonight
My face is gonna haunt you all the time
I promise that you gonna want me back
When your world fells apart, like shattered glass
Glass, glass, glass, glass

(Gla-gla-gla)
Glass (ee-ee-ee)
Glass, glass

Ha-uh, ha-uh, ha-uh
Haaaaaaaaaaaa, hmm
Ha-uh, ha-uh, ha-uh
Haaaaaaaaaaaa

update!update!!!

omg!!!sangat2 rindu nk mencarut kat sini..neway antara sebab musabab utama aku tak mengupdate adalah law night dinner.memang busy hokkayy~siang mlm pagi petang aku buat booklet~pastu tak cukup dgn booklet aku bz dengan assignment lagii..aih..nauzubillah bz.

neway aku nk start cite pasal HARI BONGOK aku..hehe

tanggal 3 april 2009, aku ada exam company law...kire memang aku agak well prepared gak la utk this exam...TATAPI...i dun know what makes my fucked up mind thinking that this exam start at 10.30!!the exam start at 10 am hokkayyy.thats mean i was late 30 minutes!!OMG! malu dan terasa bongok yg teramat!da la lecturer tu da pesan dun be a hero by coming late!demnnn~

kendian...lagi satu nauzubillah bongok, aku lupe bawak act!!!OMG..bongok oke! menjawab exam company law tanpa act!sgt la hero!bile aku nak pinjam act. lecturer aku tak bg.mesti sb aku dtg lmbt..#%$^&%%#$

lepaih tu aku pi dataran pahlawan..konon nak cari baju utk pyjamas party..gi ar mkn johnny's...and again i dun kno why being so stupid..aku bleyh plak tumpahkan air..aih...lepaih tu, aku ada la beli baju..pastu bile masuk MNG bunyi sensor, masuk Parkson pon sensor bunyi...bile kuar Parkson guard da mai tanya..rupe2nye casher tu tak cancell sensor..

okay abih cite bongok...

lepaih tu cite pyjamas party..hehe.pyjamas party ni under aerobic club..best la that night.and worth it to come.sape tak dtg tu memang rugi laa..concept yg sgt slumber dan sgt santai tu mmg best laa..

tp sorry la gambaq takda...sume gamba kt cik intan..die tak bg lagi..tiada mengapalah..

o ye pastu aku busy dgn assignment plak daahh...giler letih...sepanjang mlm langsung tak tido oke..wat assignment 12 jam tanpa henti...sangatttt gila!

kemudiannnn........welcome to Le Banquet 2009!!!fuh...inilah penghujung segala2nya..ha yg ni aku bleyh letak gambaq..hehe..

bersama cik hansur..eyh hasnur.hehe

18 April, hari yg sesangat letih...pagi kul 7.20 bangun dan hanya tido jam 4 pagi esoknye.demnn...sepanjang hari aku ada kat holiday inn.

camera dan aku tak mungkin boleyh dipisahkan

pada aku majlis nye oke laa..just kekadang tu jd bosan..pastu time mkn lambat gileee..kul 10 bru mkn.da naik kebulur aku tunggu.and luckily the food is so0o0o yummy~hehe
bersama puan seri datin sahana..hehe

from all the performance, the best is douglas lim.OMG!!he's soo0o0o funny and very spontaneous..mmg worth it la to invite him.he really safe the night!!!
with the most gorgeous jye mei and cik freda.

and today...aku da tak stabil...kepala aku sangat2 saket and so my eyes!!tadi aku pi klinik doktor kate aku ni STRESS!!ahaha.paling stress laaa.skang pon kepala aku saket lg...semoga aku cepat sembuh.ada lg 2 assignment nak kene settle ni..adoi..

saya suka gamba ini..=P

nak tgk gamba2 lain..rajin2 la jenguk facebook or friendster aku..=p


lagu kali ni...

High School Rocker by Bunkface

it started off as a reason
a reason for the season
the plan of the mission was about to go
the other way of possition
a multi expedition
time after time it helds me up!

now im in a mess
such a stress
i dont wanna know

where it goes
how it flows
never mind lets go
to a better place, off this chase
i will leave it all

so i better run away
coz all i wanna be is just a

HIGHSCHOOL ROCKER!
A MIGHTY MIGHTY STOPPER!
NOTHING`S GONNA CHANGE MY MIND TO BLOW!

JUST ANOTHER BELIEVER!
A LOUSY LOUSY LOVER!
NOTHING`S GONNA CHANGE MY MIND TO BLOW!

its off alone to be a disaster
and closer to the answer
the cross of my finger could be more than just a WAY! TO! SEE!!
what i will be
and strike away to be me
time after time it wakes me up!

now im in a mess
such a stress
i dont wanna know

where it goes
how it flows
never mind lets go
to a better PLACE!
off this CHASE!
i will leave it all
so i better run away

coz all i wanna be is just a

busy laa~

buat masa ini chentamusik teramat dan terpaling la sebok di dunia...tiada lah masa untuk mengupdate.maka dengan itu, tarikh update telah ditetapkan pada hari Ahad 19 hari bulan April 2009. harap bersabar yek anak2..

dengan itu, korang layyyyan la lagu ni..hehe

Unusual You by Britney Spears

Nothing about you is typical
Nothing about you is predictable
You’ve got me all twisted and confused
(It’s all new)
Up til now, I thought I knew love
Nothing to loose and its damaged cause
Patterns will fall as quick as I do, but now

Bridges are burning
Baby I’m learning, a new way of thinking now
Love I can see, nothing will be, just like it was
Is that because?

Baby you’re so unusual
Didn’t anyone tell you, you’re supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you do, so why haven’t you?
Maybe you’re not even human cause
Only an angel can be so unusual
Sweet surprise, I could get used to
Unusual You

Been so many things when i was someone else
Boxer in the ring trying to defend myself
In the private eye to see what's going on
(That's long gone)
When I'm with you, i can just be myself
You're always where you said you will be
Shocking cause i never knew love like this could exist

Tables are turning
My heart is soaring, You'll never let me down
Answer my call, here after all
Never met anyone like you

Baby you’re so unusual
Didn’t anyone tell you, you’re supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you do, so why haven’t you?
Maybe you’re not even human cause
Only an angel can be so unusual
Sweet surprise, I could get used to
Unusual You

Can't believe that I almost didn't try
When you call my name
Now everything has changed

Baby you’re so unusual
Didn’t anyone tell you, you’re supposed to, break my heart?
I expect you do, so why haven’t you?
Maybe you’re not even human cause
Only an angel can be so unusual
Sweet surprise, I could get used to
Unusual You