s.i.n.g.l.e

hello! i am single. yes. single and not so available :D

i always confront with cliche question about boyfriend.
everytime i meet my schoolmate, the first question that they ask is not how are you? but do u have boyfriend!?

and i will definitely give this cliche answer
"nope."
"tak de sape nak kat aku :p"

my friends will then reply "ala ko tu jual mahal."

but i have this gay friend that said to me "tu la jual mahal sgt. dah tak laku" *this is fucking hurtful statement nok~!!haha*

anyway it's not about jual mahal, tak laku or takde sape nak. it's about finding the person that i can live with for the rest of my life.

i have this princip that if i gonna have a boyfriend, he will be the person that i'm gonna marry with. so maybe thats why i am single now..

i'm not type of person that can simply accept a guy to be my bf and we broke off and after that, i'll meet another guy, being with him, then broke off again, meet another guy, being in a relationship again, and i dont know how many exes i will have.haha.

actually, i'm not looking for a boyfriend but i am looking for a future husband. yes. i want a forever relationship. not just a relationship or long term relationship. i am serious when it comes to relationship ;)

as for that, i need a guy that can handle me at my worst. he knows how to chill me up when i just started to burst my anger and just by a single word from him everything will be so fine. and i will never get bored when i with him.

most important thing, he also does not only take me as his gf or his new gf, but he will take me as someone that he also wants to be with for the rest of his life.

by now, i still wait for my future husband to come and take me away from this single life :D

The Only Exception by Paramore

When I was younger
I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart
And I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love
If it does not exist

But darling,
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere
Deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways
To make it alone
Keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable, distance
And up until now
I had sworn to myself that I'm
Content with loneliness

Because none of it was ever worth the risk

Well, You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't
Let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving
In the morning, when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream

Ohh---

You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception
You, are, the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, And I'm on my way to believing