rock.me.camp5

wooooooohooooooooo...
today is the most exciting day ever...
i woke up at 5.50 early in the morning!!!heheh becauseee...
i have trip to camp5 one utama..


modus operandi: rock climbing

i never ever done this before and i even dun kno how to climb a tree. but just now surprisingly i can climb up the wall..yeahhh! for the beginning part, the instructors ask us to climb a rock that not that high as a base for the later challenge.. then come to another wall..which is higher than the first one... thank god i manage to climb both walls..

this one is the second wall

afta thaaaattt...i try to climb another part of the second wall which is a bit difficult. and i just can reach half way then i fall downnnnnnn!hahahha. but it's okayy..i'm not injured at all..i have my hero ther.. [heheh] [i'll tell bout the hero later..]

then come the challenging part..heheh..we have to use the rope [the one we hang at our waist] i climbed up quite higher larrr..but i just can finish half way cuz i lack of energy edy.. my hand shaking and my leg so0o0o weak..so i need to surrender..heheh

this one which the difficult one..hehe. i only can reach up till the top of the hole..

then move to another wall.. this wall is much2 more easier.. i manage to reach the top of the wall twice..[proud] but then later, when i try the other part of the wall... again i surrender...my hand pain already.i cannot go...huhu.

i think climbing the wall need us to use our mind and also our energy. to reach the top of the wall, what is important the step that u take. if u step on the right rocks it's not hard to reach the top of the wall.. but if on the way u climb up u have make one wrong step..u might stuck ther and surrender or u have to move backwards and find the right step.

ouh yaa~

one thing that i really proud of just now is my friend sue... OMG~~~she's legend! i can say that she managed to climb up almost all the wall to the top!! sue...u're one iron woman!!heheh.. okay thats all for rock climbing..

the next agenda is shooooppppingggg~ actually window shoppppping laaar.. i feel like what to cry just now..huk..huk.. can u imagine u're walking at the mall that having mega sales without having moneyyyyyy??? omg~~~that was terrible okaay..

i just can see and touch those cloth.. *crying* i feel bad when i cant even effort to but a cloth worth RM60!!!! arrgghhh...very the tekanaaaann hokaayyy..

but i'm not happy if i'm not buying nything for myself.. so...........i bought A tee at zara..huk huk.. pity me..only A TEE..

ooo..yaaaa i forgot bout the hero..heheh

actually the hero is one of the instructor laar.. omg~~he's soo0o0o0 cute.heheheh i really fall in love with him at the first sight...[chewaaaaaahh!!]

call me crazy cuz i am!!!! at first i thought that he's a chinese guy.. but actually his malay [think soo0o] based on his name.. his name soo0o sweet until i cannot right it here.[gediksss]

ok larr..i stop here.=)

*further pictures will be upload at my fb and fs..*

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Rock Me In - Britney Spears

Rock
Rock

Rockin' head space
I'm trippin' out
This is my place
What's your about?

If you come over, we can fly away
Together let's go

Take me down and you let me in
Spin me all around, I feel so dizzy
I'm falling to you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in
Can you hold me tight and don't let go?
Take me in your arms and bring me closer
Ohh I want you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in

If you want to, we can race
I'm super fast now, you wanna chase
I can fake it, because you're mine
Double time now, so get in line

If you come over, we can fly away
Together let's go

Take me down and you let me in
Spin me all around, I feel so dizzy
I'm falling to you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in
Can you hold me tight and don't let go?
Take me in your arms and bring me closer
Ohh I want you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in

Rock me in
You rock me in

My world is spinning 'round you
Don't wanna let you go
I'm lost when you're around me
Take me so far away from here

Look how I'm spinning 'round you
Don't wanna let you go
I'm lost and can't be found now
Take me down, take me down

If you come over, we can fly away
Together let's go

Take me down and you let me in
Spin me all around, I feel so dizzy
I'm falling to you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in
Can you hold me tight and don't let go?
Take me in your arms and bring me closer
Ohh I want you
You rock me, you rock me, you rock me in

Rock me in
You rock me in

Rock me in
You rock me in

Rock me in
You rock me in

sexuality is fluid~

Anonymous said...

ko ni mcm gaya lesbian ah.
ye ke.

July 17, 2009 3:19 PM


aku ♥ musik said...

"sexuality is fluid" haha~

July 17, 2009 4:29 PM

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hahaha...so funny how people easily judge others based on her blog...

to ms/mr/mrs anon...

my philosophy on sexuality is "sexuality is fluid"

u can twist to be gay today but then suddenly tomorrow u're straight again~

u can claim urself the straightest person ever today but nex week who knows suddenly u met "someone" that may twist ur sexuality...

some of the best quote from my feveret tv show says...

"It is one moment in your life. It's not going to define who you are."

"most girls are straight 'til they're not, and then, sometimes they're gay 'til they're not."

for me..everything is from ur own self..u urself have to decide whether to be gay,straight, lesbian or bisex!!

this is what i call self-preservation~if u dun want to involve with this taboo matter just stay away from it..

got da point dude???

i dun kno which part of my blog that so0o0o lesbian..

i thought maybe i stated that i am totally deeply in love with kate moennig..haha. well yeah~ she's hawt!!! cannot deny it at all~~

to ms/mr/mrs anon or whoever la outside ther...pls dun narrowing ur mind and thoughts. =)

Playgirl - Ladytron

Playgirl, why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, why are you dancing when you could be alone?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, choking on cigarettes won't get you along
Hey, playgirl

Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown

Playgirl, why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, why are you dancing when you could be alone?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, why are you sleeping in tomorrow’s world?
Hey, playgirl
Playgirl, choking on cigarettes won't get you along
Hey, playgirl

Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown
Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown

Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown
Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Hey playgirl, hey playgirl

Foreign coin on a telephone box
A question mark on a calendar
An empty seat on the alpha line
A sorting code, an account number

Hey playgirl, hey playgirl
Northern lights catch you coming down
Sleep your way out of your hometown

bitter chocolate for bitter heart

just now..while i'm walking in MMU..i heard this conversation..

a: ko lain dowh ko lembut
b: huh?asal lak aku lembut???
a: hahaha
b: weyyyy..menari bukan lembutlaa..menari tu menari laa.tak semestinya lembut..

me: smiling with bitter heart..



how dare a "FRIEND" makes that statement to his friend??? for me... that's rude! u're degrading your own friend! if so happen that u think ur friend is 'lembut' just buried it larrr..

unless ur friend never mind at all when u call him "lembut".heheh.

i have lots of "lembut" friends..even one of my best buddy is lembut..and he never mind at all if i call him "pondan" "gay" or watsoever namess...becauseeeeee...i accept him as he is and never ever degrading him by making any statement that surely will hurt him..

but...when other person play fool with who he is [his lembut-ness] he surely straight away "mengadu" to me..he cant accept when other person teasing him with gals name or calling him with bad names like "bapok""pondan"...bla blaa..

ok larrr...enough of the bitter heart story..

here is a bitter chocolate story


neway..just now while i'm in ucenter.. suddenly i'm craving for chocolate..so i pick beryl's black bitter chocolate. which is veeeeeeerrrryyyyyy yummy~heheh..i dun think most people love it..but me..ya i love it. and i'm eating it right now..heheh.

frankly speaking..i'm not a person that really into chocolate..but when it comes to certain situation and circumstances...i really2 need a chocolate or..........[too obscene]haha.

today i choose chocolate since i dont have the other option..heheh.

i almost finish the chocolate now..heheh..

ok lar...actually i'm not feeling well now..so0oo0 i need a rest..daa~

tatatititutu

song for today....

Bitter Heart - Zee Avi

Sun rays come down
As seen when it hit the ground
Children spinning around
Till they fall down down down
I wait for you
It’s been two hours now
you’re still somewhere in town
Your dinner’s getting cold

I rest my case
You were always this late
you know how much I hate
Waiting around round round

Bitter heart, bitter heart
Tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart
Shadows will help you try to hide
Bitter heart my bitter heart
Is getting just a little fragile
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine

And then you come
And tell me same reason
As you did yesterday
So tell me what’s her name

dam di dum dum...

Bitter heart, bitter heart
Tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart
Shadows will help you try to hide
Bitter heart my bitter heart
Is getting just a little fragile
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine

Of mine ... (5x)

mengata dulang paku serpih...

perghhh..peribahasa siottt!
ni le ape namenye teman ni ade le nak ceghite skeyt ni..
skeyt je..idok le banyak mane..
moge2 kite sume idok le jadi rope ini yakkkk~

benornye nak ngaborkann pasei oghang zaman le ni...
ye le..skang ni oghang keliling bukan main lagi ngate oghang lain..
macam le deme tu beghesih benor...

tadi teman dok berporem..
ade le kuor cite pasei budok umor pat belaih taon kantoi beromen..
ate ape lagi...deme di porem tu kan main lagi le ngutuk budok tu...
kecik2 udoh menggatei katenye..

peh tu teman pikior..
deme ni macam tak de anak bini..
kot le ni tak de pon, nnt2 mesti le ade yeak...
ce tetibe anak deme buat ghope tu plak..
ha baghu ngange time tu...

pade teman le...
kot nak amik ceghite jadi teladan tak ngape le..
udoh tau perangai budok le ni burok..
kene le pepandei jage anak...
ini idok ponnnn...
seghonok nak ngumpat je...

tu hei dlm porem..
ni hei depan mate lagi teman nyampoh nengoknye..
dulu labunnye lain...le ini udoh "meghasa" senyaaaappp..

dulu.....ni teman nak ngabor..
ade le hamba Allah soghang ni..
bkn main lagi ngutuk awek2 seksi..
bkn tu je.....siap ngate oghang yang bawak balik gelpren/boipren
tapi le ni............
hurm...die pulok yang buattt..

tu le..
len kali mulot tu jage ler skeyt..
udoh tau awok tu bukannyee maksum tok soh le ngutuk2 oghang...
ha skang ni meghase le kamu...

aih~~
ngape le manusie ni gemor buat bende2 lagha ni??

ate udoh le tu yeak..
kome2 pikior2 ler sendighi...
teman beghansor dulu le yeak...

ate kome dengor le lagu ni..buat halwe telinga..

Kantoi - Zee Avi

Semalam
i call you
you tak answer
you kata
you keluar pergi dinner
you kata you keluar dengan kawan you
but when i called tommy he said it wasn't true

so i drove my car pergi damansara
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola
tapi bila i sampai you
you tak ada
lagi lah i jadi gila

so i call and call sampai you answer
you kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar
my phone was on silent
i was at the gym
tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain

sudah lah sayang
i don't believe you
i've always known that your words were never true
why am i with you i pun tak tahu
no wonder lah my friends pun tak suka you

so i guess that's the end of our story
akhir kata she accepted his apology
tapi last last kita dapat tahu
she was cheating too
with her ex-boyfriend's best friend
tommy...

kantoi

mengata orang dia yang lebih....

I aM Me~

by this time~~
nothing to share...
my life just as usual..
go to class, missed the class [heheh]
go makan...
sleep until late evening..
gossiping with my friends..
facebook-ing
err....what else~~
i think that's all..
haha.

but then....ohMy GoD~~

i totally forgot..my blog had reach one year edy...
my first blog post was on 3rd July 2008!!
happy belated beday my beloved online diary!
hope i still can write in peace here~ heee..
ok laaa..i'm going to off now..
daaa~

suddenly i love this song..enjoy..

i am me once more - zee avi

No...
I really don't think so
that you'd think i'd be incapable
of being on my own

No...
i really don't think so
that i would for a second let you
back in through my door

I have spent
many a-nights even when
you were by my side
i shed tears i couldn't dry

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more
And I take pride
in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean
i am me, once more

You would turn
your head the other way
so you wont have to listen
to what i had to say

You assumed
that i needed you
but you didnt realize that
i needed no one but myself

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more
And I take pride
in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean
i am me, once more

tidor jea~~

asik2 tido..
aih...skang ni aku memang gila tido..
dulu takde la rajin tido mcm ni...

ntah ape yang letih pon aku tak tau...

ok laaa...aku nak tido..

*saje je gedik2 kt blog ni..hahaha.

s`lamat tidur by Sheila On 7

Waktunya padamkan bara
Setelah lelah bekerja
Waktunya pejamkan mata
Dan tiada lagi berkata
Selamat tidur...
Selamat tidur....

piSsEd OfF!!!

hadirin sekalian...
kali ni blog post aku berbaur makian yang dasat!

aku da tak leyh tahan lagi!!!
^&%^^**^#$%^&
giler melampau niyh!!
semalam sapu....
sehari suntuk dia xdak umah...
clean je bilik..

tadi...
aku balik..
dia ada umah..
bilik mcm syaitaaaaaaannnnn!!!
hellllooooo~~~
boleyh tak compromise skeyt~
rambut ko tu da la panjang tebal plak tu...
sangat menggelikannnn!!!

ni ha penuh kt meja aku rambut dia tu!!
tension!tension!

da la yang di bilik sebelah ni menjerit sekuat2 hati!!
mcm xda orang lain dok dalam umah ni!!!
seriously totally pissed off!!!

dengan bebudak utemm lagi..
aku tak paham la dgn diorang tu...
bleyh tak kepala tu tak yah kuar tingkap..
pastu terjerit2...
macam gha mim pa nga!!

urghh...ape la nasib aku kene pindah kt umah cam ni...
sangat inconvenience!!!!
i hate it!

full stop

I'm Not OK by My Chemical Romance

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)